Entry 402: Savanna

Rest easy my friend…

This is where your story in this place ends…

I know it all seems pain and misery

Rest assured it’ll less painful than you believe…

Listen closely do you hear that sound?

Can you hear her voice and the choir as it sounds?

She’ll be playing that guitar

As you are closing in on the end

It won’t be long now…

Rest easy, listen closely & listen to the sound…

Her beautiful voice singing and the strum of her guitar

Rest easy listen to the accompanying choir now

Know peace

It won’t be long now…

Soon you’ll be in a better place

No more pain

No more stress

No more playing this game…

Soon you’ll be happy as can be

Your soul departed from your body…

Yes listen to Savanna as she sings

Her voice will wash away all the pain and misery

Listen to her strum

The guitar calling you like a Mother calls to her young

Close your eyes

Don’t worry about your breath

Soon enough you’ll have no regrets

Peacefully and gently you’ll go

All your pain & misery

…Will be no more…

She’s coming to collect

She has good news for you yet…

Listen to her voice as the choir dies down

Listen as her last strings play

Your soul will soon be in a much better place

…No more pain or misery or regret…

She’s just around the bend

She’ll take you to a better place my dear friend

…They call her…

-Savanna-

Entry 209: Blue- Daniel & Emmy

It’s been a while…

Please, have a seat…

As always, drinks are on the house.

Tonight, Blue brings to us a tale of Mother & Child

Sit back, relax…

Enjoy the show…

*Blue comes onto the stage*

*Strumming an Acoustic Guitar*

*Blue begins singing*

In the darkness, I stand

I can hear them,

Their whispers stalk me relentlessly!

Alone I stand

All my old friends

Long since dead…

No one left to save me!

Death stands

Just on the outside

Waiting for fate to catch up with me!

I fall to my knees

Praying…

Pondering if this is my end?!

Is this it?

Have I no chance?

Am I to die?!

ALONE IN THE DARKNESS!

I WANT TO SURVIVE!!!!!

I pray silently that you are still alive

My one reason to go on!

Oh…

AM I CHASING HOPE?!

AM I CHASING YOUR GHOST?!

IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO STILL BE ALIVE?!

Hold on sweet soul…

Mother is close…

I’m not far behind you…

There’s no reason to fear

I’m drawing near

Hide & wait for me…

Stay alive…

I’ll find you…

…We will survive…

Insanity calls my name

My son…

If these things…

Should ever overtake me

I pray…you’ll run…

You’ll find a way,

Out of this place…

Run, run, run

I’m coming for you

I hear them screaming for me

Telling me to stop

You’re dead anyway

I no longer have a son

Bringing up my past sins

Sudden regret wells from within

They call from the walls

PROMISING ME, THERE IS NO ESCAPE!

THEY’ll DRAG ME SCREAMING!

I CAN’T GET AWAY, THEY SAY!

JUST ACCEPT MY FATE!

…I’ll be dragged into the darkness screaming…

These violent halls…

Dead filled walls…

…They say they’ve come to take me…

Oh…

AM I CHASING HOPE?!

AM I CHASING YOUR GHOST?!

IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO STILL BE ALIVE?!

Hold on sweet soul…

Mother is close…

I’m not far behind you…

There’s no reason to fear

I’m drawing near

Hide & wait for me…

Stay alive…

I’ll find you…

…We will survive…

What’s that around the corner?!

COULD IT BE?

IS THAT YOU STARING BACK AT ME?!

WAIT, WHY ARE YOU RUNNING?!

WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?!

YOU DISAPPEARED BEFORE ME?!

I NEED YOU HERE!

NEVER FEAR!

MOTHER WILL SAVE YOU!

So run away…stay safe…

Do whatever you need,

Just know, come my end

HELL EVEN!

I’ll find you, get you out

Soon enough you’ll be safe…

I CAN HEAR THEM GAINING ON ME!

I JUST NEED TO KEEP RUNNING!

I KNOW I’M CLOSE!

I’LL SEE YOU SOON!

MY SWEET CHILD!

Look ahead…

Ignore the hanging bodies of the dead

I’ll be there soon…

You can escape

Together we will find a way

Oooh…

AM I CHASING HOPE?!

AM I CHASING YOUR GHOST?!

IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO STILL BE ALIVE?!

Hold on sweet soul…

Mother is close…

I’m not far behind you…

There’s no reason to fear

I’m drawing near

Hide & wait for me…

Stay alive…

I’ll find you…

…We will survive…

I can hear them closer now

Must not give in to fear

I’m closing in…

There you stand at the end of a dead end…

I’m coming closer now…

I reach you now but everything changes around me…

It is then, I see the sad truth before me…

The graves of all my old friends

My family…

Then in the center are two more…

NO IT CAN’T BE!!!!!!

A note telling the truth of things…

HERE LAY A MOTHER

NEXT TO HER,

HER SON!

WE PRAY THEY KNOW PEACE

ARE REMEMBERED MORE FONDLY!

THE BOND THEY ONCE HELD!

THE LOVE THEY ONCE SHARED!

JUST BEFORE THE DISEASE!!!!!

…Losing her mind…

Committing murder/suicide…

She killed her family & friends

Such was their tragic end…

…Written on the headstones…

…Here lie…

-Daniel & Emmy-

Entry 164: It Was A Fair Trade

Oh dear Sherry

What was on your mind?

Were you right in the head

On that lonely night

You spoke of possessions

You cried your husbands name

You claimed his death

At the hands of something unseen

You said it was a demon

Come to collect his soul

That he’d made past deals

It was time for him to pay his toll

You claimed you wanted him back

That you had a plan

You said don’t worry my friend

I’ve accepted what is to become of me in the end

You see, I was a part of that deal

The old hell hounds are hot on my trail

Death is coming for me

I might as well make the most of

The time I have left

I’m going alone tonight

I will end it all

No amount of bargaining can save my soul

So do yourself a favor

Just forget me

Any feelings you might might have

Tonight I’m going to meet my end

However, I’ll save him in the end

I’ll bring him back from Hell

He was the innocent party in all of this

I  drug him to his fate

He should’ve just let me die that day

Cancer was my would be killers name

He was into things other worldy

Claimed he could save me

So on that late night

I was dying in that hospital bed

He kissed me on the lips and said it’d be okay

Said I won’t let you die today

So he left, a deal he made

A crossroads demon sealing the deal entirely

Given 5 years to make his peace

He said that’d be more than enough time

He wanted to spend every second with his lovely Sherry

I saw it all in a dream

There I was dying

Then next second I awoke just fine

Death no longer my sentencing for a time

Cancer gone

Doctors said it a miracle

However, I knew differently as she stared at me

From that dark corner

Smile, as evil as can be

She said,

I’ll come for you soon too

Your life comes as part of the cost

Of the contract we made

No worries, you’ll be given a bit more time

Long enough to linger and realize

Both your souls are damned for all of time

Your precious love broken down in Hell

There is nothing you can do

So enjoy what time you have left

That is how it will all end

In a cemetery where you’ll try to counter his fate

I’ve seen it all before

I know how this story ends

So just accept your fate

Enjoy what time you have left

Before your soul is forfeit

And…

You are dragged to Hell

This is the story you told me

I believe it to be true

See even as you head to that cemetery

To end it all

You don’t realized I’ve made a deal too

I asked her to spare you

Take me in your place

That’s why when you get here

You’ll find me here already too

She wanted you to see what I had done

How I’d saved you from your fate

It kind of sucks because

She can’t reverse your loves fate

However she’ll take that mark of yours

Put it on me in your place

So sweetly, I see your face

You approach those old graves

Looking up, you see her and I

A demon and your best friend

Standing silently

You look on in pain

She tells you to hold up your hand

You look upon in shock

Watching as your mark

Disappears from your hand

I hold my hand up

You look on in hate

Realizing, just what happened

You see the mark that seals my fate

Forming on me instead of you

You cry tears of rage and sadness

Rushing forth as though you can change anything

I say to you

Live a full life, smile, and be happy tonight

If not for you

Then for our baby, instead

You stop in shock

Feeling your stomach

Realization hits

It all makes sense

That night we spent

It may not have made us saints

Still, I’m happy we did what we did

I tell you I love you

You cry

Watching as hands come from the ground

Dragging me into the abyss

I tell you it’s worth it

To see you live

That’s the last we see of one another

Now here I sit in Hell

Eternally forced to suffer

Writhing in pain

Thinking to myself

It was worth it in the end

I saved you and our future child too

Sometimes…

Deals need to be made

In my opinion

-It Was A Fair Trade-

 

Entry 150: Blue- Voices

Welcome back to The Blue Room. We are very delighted to see you again. Please, take a seat and Blue should be about to begin. Remember, drinks are on the house. 

Hello everyone, Blue again. Tonight I have a song for you about voices. It’s funny how they can influence someone. This one is about an artist named Mai and how voices influenced her every moment of life. We have rock group The Clock Strikes Midnight with us tonight to provide some vocals and hard edge to the sound.

We will also be blending that with piano and some violin. We even brought in a choir to add to the background of certain parts of the song.

So please, sit back and enjoy. I hope you like it…

 

I woke up this morning

They said so many things

Constantly whispering inside my head

The words of the long since dead

Never letting me truly rest

They go on and on….

INSIDE MY HEAD!
INSIDE MY HEAD!

THEY TEAR ME APART!
THEY TEAR ME APART!

Constantly whispering
Have you seen my Mom?

Always questioning
Why can no one see me?

Sometimes threatening
I’ll be the one who leads to your inevitable suicide

I WISH THEY WOULD GO AWAY!

Endlessly torturing me, in my sleep and my wake

It doesn’t matter

They’re always there

They know me personally

They are things I sketch

Their blood

Their pain

All the suffering…

INSIDE MY HEAD!
INSIDE MY HEAD!

THEY TEAR ME APART!
THEY TEAR ME APART!

Constantly whispering
I haven’t seen her in so long.

Always questioning
You hear me though…why?

Sometimes threatening
You can end it all…just use that pencil you sketch with…or a knife…

PLEASE HELP ME SILENCE THE VOICES WITHIN!

INTERNALLY I’M CRYING! I’M DYING INSIDE!

WISHING THERE WAS A WAY!

TO SHUT THEM THE FUCK UP!

HehahahaHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Do you know what it’s like to have them there…

24/7?!

They gnaw at my mind…

It’s been going on my whole life!

IT NEVER ENDS!!!!!!!!!!!

INSIDE MY HEAD!
INSIDE MY HEAD!

THEY TEAR ME APART!
THEY TEAR ME APART!

Constantly whispering
I’m dead…aren’t I? I’ll never see mommy again?!

Always questioning
I think I’ve committed suicide…is this Hell?

Sometimes threatening
Today you will draw your suicide…tomorrow the world will see it…

I’M LOSING IT!

THESE ARE ONLY A FEW OF THE VOICES THAT ARE THERE!

ON EDGE!

PAIN NEVER ENDING!

I think I have a headache again…

Migraine inducing, voices still speaking…

I try to drink them away

They’re still there…WHISPERING TO ME!

PLEASE! JUST MAKE IT STOP!

So…now I guess I will……

Draw my final sketch to the world…

He…HE’S RIGHT YOU KNOW?!

*Sketching furiously*

If I’m not alive to hear them…they’ll be gone…

RIGHT?!

YES! Sketch and leave that final piece signed in your own blood…

What was that?!

I hear him again

Madness inducing

My suicide looming

I produce my final sketch

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Slitting my wrist and writing my name

I’ve likely signed my soul to hell anyways

Still that would be more peace

Than what I hear every second, inside of me…

The voices are fading…

Perhaps it’s finally working…

I’ll accept my fate

Everything goes black…

Then I hear them again…

NO!

SHUT UP!

Strapped to a bed….

Locked away…

I hear the voices tearing me away…

They’re still there…

WHY?!

I see people all in white…

They force me to take some pills,

Then to eat…

Then keep me strapped inside my bed

Locking me away…

Still, they are always there…

Pills won’t stop them…

Whispering to me…

Neverendingly…

*Sobbing*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

-Voices-

 

Entry 116: Homicidal House Wife

I’m Betty Sue Home Maker to you

I’ll make you some coffee

Get you some food

Do everything a good house wife will do

I’ll say please

Do everything you need

All I want to do is please my husband true

Yes, that’s what a good wife should do

You’ll go out with the boys

Come home late at night

Smelling of Alcohol & dare I say

Another woman’s scent

Oh you look so spent

Poor soul, your life must be so hard

Working all day

Playing with those you wish to play

No worries though

I just want you to know

Like Jekyll and Hyde

I have another side

Once I’m sick of you

Betty Sue Home Maker goes away

*wink*

Then the real me comes out to play

Just call me…

THE HOMICIDAL HOUSE WIFE!

You are all passed out

I have a knife

I wake you so you can

YOU DON’T FUCK WITH ME!

I cut off your genitals

You let out a scream

Like the woman you know

I do what any good wife would do

I cauterize the wound

You pass out from shock

When you awake I have you bound and tied

I cooked you up a wonderful treat

I make you eat your manhood

A smile on my face

Then I murder and bury you

On to husband number 2

This guy he was so sweet

Doing everything he could to please me

Months we spent in love with one another

He proposes and I say yes

A good housewife wants to please her man

Oh, please him I did…

Our marriage went on for a year or two

Things were perfect

He loved me true

There was just one problem

In bed I found him lacking

So Betty Sue Homemaker grew tired of this

Out comes

THE HOMICIDAL HOUSE WIFE!

Getting him into bed

Giving him perfect head

Riding him perfectly too

Oh the things I want to do to you!

So I tie you up under the guise of trying something new

I then take my knife to you

I cut you up, stab and watch you bleed

All while fucking you violently

Your screams are pure ecstasy

I thank you kindly

Post mortem as I’m disposing of your body

All covered in your blood

I cum

Would you look at that

Oh my

It seems you finally pleased me

I say to the remaining pieces of your body!

Oh well, next husband please?

This drew all sorts of attention

I was arrested

Taken to court

I found my next husband there

With a wink, a cute smile indeed

I played the jury so exquisitely

They found me Not Guilty

I had my way with…

The Prosecuting Attorney

In the bathroom all nice all nice and dirty

We played and he eventually became

Husband number 3

Our marriage was perfect

So was the sex

Unfortunately

He was also married to work

Aimed to be

The greatest prosecuting attorney

Black Winter would ever see

Instead the headline read

Prosecuting Attorney lost his head

In shocking accident!

The world saw, the perfect wife

Little did they know Betty Sue Homemaker

Had another side

I’M THE HOMICIDAL HOUSE WIFE!

One second I’m a good soul

Next you are dead

I’M THE HOMICIDAL HOUSE WIFE

Playing Betty Sue Home Maker

I aim to please

Before killing you with glee

No one…ever truly suspecting me

I’M THE HOMICIDAL HOUSE WIFE!

Would you be my next husband please?

*wink*

-The Homicidal House Wife-

 

 

 

 

 

Entry 107: Blue: In My Diary Of Torment And Pain

Hello soul, ticket please? Ah, I see you have just what we need. We wish to welcome you into The Blue Room: It is a secret place, only few are ever allowed in. Please sit down, any drinks you have are paid for. Relax and get ready to hear tonight’s act. It certainly is something we believe you will love.

Hey there souls, I’m Madison, but you can just call me Blue. Tonight I want to share with you a very special song, about a very special person who I ran into recently, and the tragic fate that befell her. It’s funny the things we do for those we love. It’s also pretty crazy how when someone we love goes missing…we can sometimes be drawn into a twisted place…sharing their fate…Without further adieu on with the song! This one is dedicated to you Nova…

OOOooooOOooOOOOOOOOoooo….

*Acoustic guitar picks up*

MMMmmmmmmmmm….

*Piano begin to play*

I see them all around me

Nothing here makes any sense

You’ve been gone too long now

I’ve spent a decade in wait

I’m shattered inside

Drawn to this place

I will keep searching

I must know your fate…

In My Diary Of Torment And Pain!

A new page of my suffering is added each day!

Every Entry written with my blood!

Flooding memories with tears of sorrow!

Wondering if I’ll wake up and you’ll be here tomorrow!

Nightmares haunted me night after night

I saw you in a mysterious place

I didn’t see a sign or a name

All I could see was the inevitable presence of Death following you

I knew I had to follow you to this cold and haunted town

There had to be a way

I had tried everything from seances to ouija boards

Nothing worked…until one night I went to sleep

Awakening in the place I’d seen you before

Black Winter was what it said when a sign I finally read

I began searching for you in the town from nightmares…

In My Diary Of Torment And Pain!

A new page of my suffering is added each day!

Every Entry written with my blood!

Flooding memories with tears of sorrow!

Wondering if I’ll wake up and you’ll be here tomorrow!

I searched far and wide

In a town with seemingly no end

There was a ton of murder and pain

I could feel I was in the right place

Still, I could never find you

Desperately needing to see your face again

I wound up in a diner where a woman said she’d seen a man

Matching your description

Having new found hope after getting no help on a riddle

I headed to a place known as The Blue Room

There I met a woman named Blue

Red eyes, blue hair she said she could feel my pain

For a night she helped me forget all of it

So desperate and alone,  she read my memories and soul

She pointed me in the direction she sensed you went

Warned me against going, saying to do so would mean my end

Crying, I had found a friend in all this madness and pain

I left in search of you once again…

In My Diary Of Torment And Pain!

A new page of my suffering is added each day!

Every Entry written with my blood!

Flooding memories with tears of sorrow!

Wondering if I’ll wake up and you’ll be here tomorrow!

My search had grown more desperate as I reached that dark place

A place where I would ultimately meet my fate

Something haunting began to wrap itself around my mind

It had been happening for quite some time

I used to be able to tune it out

Now though, feeling lost, vulnerable, and afraid

Deep within the trees of this twisted maze

I had begun to lose hope

Beginning to believe I’d never see you again

Psychotic thoughts whispering into my mind

Was this a plan of the town all along?

I was now lost in a fog of hopelessness and depression

My emotions now turned into a physical and psychological suffering

No longer able to speak…forced now to murder to temporarily alleviate the pain

I wander endlessly killing all who come my way

Eternally pondering what became of your ultimate fate?

Did you ever escape this town of nightmares, torment and pain?

Or did you wind up like me?

In My Diary Of Torment And Pain!

A new page of others suffering is added each day!

Every Entry soaked in my latest victims blood!

Flooding my mind with images of their torment and pain!

I torture and slay someone new every chance I get!

My eternal sentence…in this town of nightmares…

…I’ve just become another monster fueled with insanity…

…So if you see a mute one playing the victim…

Run…

-Blue: In My Diary Of Torment & Pain-

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Entry 105: Meats! Meats! Carniverous Treats!

MEATS! MEATS! CARNIVEROUS TREATS!

Come one, come all and taste my sweet delicacies!

I’m back in Black Winter once again

Ready to give you the best meat you can eat!

I assure you I can not be beat!

I HAVE THE TASTIEST MEATS YOU COULD EVER HAVE!

Also, you could not say no to my GLORIOUS MOUSTACHE!!!!!!!!

Voted best mustache every year since 1992

I come before you now as I do every year

To celebrate Fall and Winter here in the darkest town of all!

My favorite place to sell, come citizens of Black Winter

See what I have to sell

I assure you there is a meat for all…unless you are the scariest beast of all!

A NON MEAT EATER!

How can you live with yourselves?!

Oh Timmy, one of my favorite customers

Let me see, I have something special for you

Ah, here we are…the meat you sent me

It is complete to your requirements

Also it’s half off this time kid because

HA!! THAT’S YOUR DEAD OLDER SISTER YOU’RE EATING!

*munch,munch*

MMMMmmm….YUMMY!!!!!!!!

Glad you’re enjoying that you demented soul

What’s that you say, you are giving me your living, breathing…babysitter

In trade?

That’s way more than I asked for…

GUESS WHAT EVERYONE?!

*Muffled screams and struggling*

LOOKS LIKE I’M GIVING FREE SAMPLES AND A LIVE DEMONSTRATION!

BABYSITTERS ON THE MENU COURTESY OF THE CANNIBAL KID!

*Crowd clamors and cheers! They all begin to sling along*

MEATS! MEATS! CARNIVEROUS TREATS!

MEAT KEEPER GIVE ME SOMETHING DELICIOUS TO EAT!

First my friends you gut her and watch the blood spread

Make sure not to lose too much and to have a bucket ready

It can be used for drinking and seasoning

Whatever you are feeling that day

Also if you have excess meat as is the case with this pretty dead face!

HAHAHAHAHA!

Thank you, I’m here till Spring,

Anyways notice how she has plenty of extra meat in her ass and breasts

Provided everything is real like in this case, cut and store for later if you need too

A deep freeze will usually do until you’ve made room in your stomach for more

Truly it’s a beautiful art, you can even use the heart!

Hell if you want, you can keep some meat on the ribs

Or you can use the ribs as a trophy if your into that sort of thing

I don’t judge if you know what I mean

*Wink*

FREE SAMPLES FOR EVERYBODY!

DO YOU PREFER YOUR MEAT RAW OR COOKED?!

I HAVE BABYSITTER MEAT FOR EVERYBODY!

Do you prefer a meat sandwich with tons of meat

Or simply strips of flesh

Perhaps you prefer your meat a little more fresh?

*Pulls back curtain to reveal living humans bound and gagged*

As you can see, I have plenty to eat that still live if that’s what you need.

Don’t mind their muffled screams, I’ve got something else as well

Would you prefer severed heads?

I hear if you use the eye juices, it goes perfect on deviled eggs!

Maybe you hate men and want to promote your feminist agenda?

Well I can sell you fresh cock!

I could you sell you the whole man if you prefer to chop it off while he lives

Maybe as a demonstration perhaps?

That’d really wow your convention!

Regardless, even if you just like the taste of this type of meat

I have a special seasoning that even after severed will keep it fresh and juicy!

I never judge and I’ll even give it at a special deal of 2 for 1!

“I’ll PAY FOR 30!”

Yes ma’am! I’ll even let you have the whole body for that price!

Would anyone like a heart or two?

There is plenty of that to go around too!

I have legs, I have tongues, I have any type of meat you could ever want!

For the right price you’ll see

I have just what you need!

It’s all at my booth

Just ask for Mortimer of MEATS! MEATS! CARNIVEROUS TREATS!

Get this meat while you can

I’m only here till Spring Black Winter!

*Line forms and people continue to sing

-MEATS! MEATS! CARNIVEROUS TREATS!-

Entry 102: M.C. Slay: Misery Loves Company

Will you listen to what I have to say?

Allow me to introduce myself you can call me Clay

Though around Black Winter they call me M.C. Slay

I first arrived here thinking what has happened to me?

Where the fuck could I be?

Why can’t I remember anything?

I wandered for what seemed like an eternity

At night I often heard screams

Just another dead whore dying in the streets

At least that is what I imagined it must be

One night I turned down an alley

I came upon the strangest sight I’d seen

Two women were raping a man

They used spiked bats to open up his ass

I remember doing nothing

Surely the women in the strange masks

Were exacting revenge on this man

He probably did something wrong

Now his screams were sweet

I won’t lie, something had awoken inside of me

A voice that said…

This is your calling

So I turned away

Leaving the man to his fate

I began to search Black Winters streets

For the victim that would take away my murder virginity

It didn’t take very long

Across the street was the most gorgeous and entrancing victim

The voice in my soul now told me this would be the one

My first victim

I followed her all the way to her place

A simple house on a street called Paradise

I came upon her silently as she opened her door

Covering her mouth and taking her to her living room floor

I kicked the front door shut behind me

Whispering into her ear I said

Don’t scream, I will end this peacefully

I then asked her what is her name

Gracefully she smiled and said

Misery…

I’ve been waiting for your company

Then without another word she threw me to the ground

Ripped off my clothes and began to mount me

Riding, riding we went on this way for quite some time

I came inside her several times

My first victim then smiled at me pulling a knife out and stabbing me!

I felt the blade go through my chest

Again she stabbed, still riding me like I was some steed

I thought it’d end but just as I breathed my last

She kissed me and all my wounds were gone

Smiling she said

If you want to be the best

If you want a real victim you have to know their pain

You have to experience the high that is death properly

It was then she made out with me again

Riding me even harder than before there was soon a knock at the door

Misery smiled and said…

Prepare to meet your first victim

Her name is Carissa and she thinks we are best friends

She even professed her feeling to me

Stupid bitch doesn’t know I’m psychic and already knew

That voice inside of you, that was me too

Tonight we kill your first victim baby

I was instantly entranced, we invited Carissa in after I put on some new clothes

Misery had a closet full, she said they were from past victims

Together we started out with drinks, telling Carissa I was her friend

Once she was tipsy we started to get more suggestive

Eventually we bed Carissa, she was so sweet

Not nearly as amazing as Misery

Her body full of ecstacy

I rode her hard as I shoved her face between Misery’s pale legs

Misery and I made the perfect team

Fornicating with our unknowing victim

Slowly she pulled out the knife

Handing it to me with a smile

Her voice speaking in my soul

Saying

Get creative, she is your first one

I pulled Carissa’s head back

Slowly bringing the knife to her neck

Misery made out with her once more

I pulled the knife across her throat slowly

There were sounds of gurgling and pain

Misery licked the blood that came from her neck

Smiling she took my knife hand

Told me to keep fucking her as she and I

Stabbed Carissa again and again through the chest

I remember gaining release

Upon Carissa’s death

Misery sucked out her soul

Then threw me down on the blood stained sheets

Fucking me right next to Carissa’s dead body

I passed out after it was all through

Awakening to find Carissa’s dead body gone

I was clean, and there was no sign of the bloody sheets

Smiling she handed me some coffee and said

We were made for one another

I couldn’t disagree

I knew I was hers eternally

Eventually we grew into a routine

Although she would always have a twist to keep it exciting!

The blonde haired, blue eyed vixen, got me a contract and we recorded music

We would kill night after night

She would continue to please me with the hottest love making I’d ever had

During the day we would record tracks

I’d sing and sometimes rap about all the victims we’d slay

That is how I eventually gained my new name

Misery was my manager, together we made the first album

We quickly became a huge act, Black Winter Radio constantly playing

Each and every one of our latest tracks

If you are new to Black Winter you will hear them soon

Maybe one day we’ll make one about you…

-M.C. Slay: Misery Loves Company-

Entry 80: Death Be My Lady

I see them come and I see them go

Soul after soul none aware of the hell they bare

Some are innocent and some are not

All have a past and most remember it not

Many wonder where or why?

Often is the souls of those who have died

That come through the streets and to my bar

Still none of that matters because no matter the soul

It means she’ll be close

You see…Death be my lady

Her sugar so sweet, her ice cold nature making me complete

Death be my lady

She is a beauty dressed all in black

Always saying I’ll have what last I had

Her drink choice always Dr. Jack

Just the sight of the whiskey on her lips

The way her hips move when in motion

Gets me going like a steam locomotive!

I dream of her drinking me in

Just the way she does her whiskey

Death…please be my lady!

She looks me straight in the face

Oh shit I think, I must have sang that one out loud

What the fuck do I do now?!

She smiles and says I’ll be your lady

That cheeky grin, the sin hidden behind her cold black eyes

Wowza! I have never felt so alive!

You see…Death be my lady

She admits to having drank the same drink every time she passes through

Hoping I’d notice her much as I had been doing from afar

Her smile grows even more, she claims that is the reason she always comes to my bar

Sternly pulling me in and planting a wet one on my lips I’m transported far away

She smiles once more as I fall to the floor

Death is overtaking me

Jumping over the bar she straddles me and whispers into my ear

Something to remember me by

In that moment she blew my mind

Before telling me it was my time

Taking my soul away all I could think was oh well…

You see…Death be my lady!

-Death Be My Lady-

Entry 67: Song Of The Incubus

I’m inside your head

I whisper in your ear

I’m your repressed desires you claim to withhold

I’m slowly clawing in your mind

You are moaning as I speak

I’ll have you down on your knees

Oh, but I’m not talking for praying

I corrupt the innocent

I defile those who claim innocence

With one sweet push I will become your sin

You will give in to all your temptation and corruption within

Thrusting harder now you begin to scream

Screaming in pure ecstasy

The only words from your mouth are the passionate moans of a fallen angel

One who once claimed to serve a God

Now the only thing you worship is me and the thing throbbing between your knees!

I will make you lose faith

Corrupt everything you hold claim to

All the while I will ride you all night

I assure you it will be to your pleasure and your delight!

Do not make a mistake, this invite is not only for the ladies

Though my present steed is a nun who claimed God

I will just as happily corrupt a priest named Rob

I will plant my seed where ever I please

Though if I wish to impregnate

A woman I will need

Sometimes though I’m in it simply for the sweet pleasure

Of seeing another soul become mine eternally!

I am the darkness you so claim to hate

Your holier than thou facade doesn’t fool me at all

In the end you will moan, you will suck, you will give everything up

You will worship me

Humanities nature is sin

Don’t try and act like you don’t like what you see

You are human and soon I will own thee!

-Song Of The Incubus-