Entry 204: Ticking…Ticking…

Ticking…ticking

I hear it again and again

What the hell is this madness?

When will it end?

Ticking…ticking…

There it goes again!

FUCKING SHUT UP ALREADY!

I’M TIRED OF YOU, DAMMIT!

Ticking…ticking…

I’ve just realized it isn’t an outward sound

Ticking…ticking…

Internally it confounds!

I think it’s coming from within my head

I feel them shifting…

INSIDE OF ME!

They wriggle, they writhe…

They must be coming to life…

Squirming and moving…

I’m starting to lose my mind!

The ticking must be an auditory hallucination

As the bugs hatch & slowly feed away…

Ticking…ticking…

I can feel them…

INSIDE MY BRAIN!

-Ticking…Ticking…-

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Entry 203: Echo: My Eternal Song

Reality shifted around me again

I realize now, I can do nothing…

My memories are lost

I’m not even sure where I am

It’s become quite clear though…

This is my eternal end

I’m not sure what I did to deserve this

But, this place shifts at will

It’s quite apparent

This is now my reality…

I’ve recorded this

My final log

To let anyone who should turn up here know…

If you’re here

Abandon all hope…

I’ve begun to realize one thing for sure…

The other me’s that keep dying

They are pieces of my reality

I’ve died again and again

It’s this place

The Quiet has me

There is no escape…

My suffering eternal

I’ll never understand why

Always damned

To My Eternal Song…

…Suicide…

-Echo: My Eternal Song-

Entry 202: Echo: He Smiles At Me

I’ve awoken

I don’t remember much

Blood everywhere

My pain

Misery

Overtaking

What is the whispering?

I don’t understand

How am I…

Wherever I am?

The Quiet

A phrase rings through my mind

Suddenly I feel terrified

I remember nothing else

Except repeatedly cutting myself…

Is that how it went?

I’m not even sure I know anything

I sense The Quiet

It’s unsettling to say the least

Internally I can hear myself say

You are trapped here…

Eternally

Is this true?

Hearing a noise I walk out the room

SPLAT! SPLAT! SPLAT!

I turn to see myself being beaten

By a bat

Turning to look at me

It is myself again

A twisted version

Grinning with delight

Suddenly he sprints at me

Laughing maniacally!

I run but everywhere

I am there

Different me’s

All smiling at me

One stabs himself in the eye

With a pick

STAB! STAB! STAB!

Again and again…

Another shoots himself in the head

No matter how fast I run

He reappears

Doing it again…

I reach another room

Slamming the door shut

I can hear me with a bat

BANGING!

Turning around

In the dimly lit room

I see me smiling

Again

This smile has a madness

In it’s eyes

It steps off the chair

I hear the gurgles of death

Still, even upon eventual end…

He smiles at me

-Echo: He Smiles At Me-