*Peep*
…I watch you in your sleep
*Creep*
…I’m moving closer to you while you sleep…
……………….
…I’m standing over your sleeping body…
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
STAB! STAB! STAB! STAB!
*Peep*
I’m watching your dead body…
*Creep*
…I’m moving on to murder your family…
*Smile*
If you are reading this…
…See you in a while…
-I Murder You While You Sleep-
BOOM!…BOOM! BOOM!
BOOM!…BOOM! BOOM!
BOOM!…BOOM! BOOM!
BOOM!…BOOM! BOOM!
We are the voices in his head
We speak to him of the dead
Telling him of other twisted realities
Of the things we wish to speak
Every second of every day
They are always chattering away
They tell me so many things
They speak of murders, long lost loves
Sometimes I wish I could just give them a hug
Other times they torture me
Refusing to let me be
Until I write down their pain
It comes across quite often as twisted verse
Let me assure you most of it’s them
Needing to tell you what they think
Pushing me to the brink
Rarely letting me get any sleep!
We are the voices in his soul
Quite often making him lose control
We bang on the doors from other realities
Compelling him to tell our twisted tales
I wonder half the time
Am I just losing my mind?!
Why the hell would you compell me
To write your living hell?!
Quite often people read
They probably think I’m crazy
I write every poem, every rhyme
All the pain like I’m the one twisted inside
Ironically, I never feel more alive
Than when I’m weaving nightmares & twisted dreams
Telling people about their pain
Their twisted suffering!
We are the voices, we take control
We compell him to speak the madness we reap!
Toying with his mind
Making him feel our plight
We need to be heard, each and every verse
Do you know what it’s like while they crawl inside your mind?!
There is no line, they just bang away
Till one of them gets through, tells me what to say
Claiming they want the world to understand their pain!
Why didn’t you let us in?
Shall we begin?
MY STORY IS MORE FUCKED UP THAN THE LAST!
LISTEN TO THE TALE OF MY TWISTED PAST!
We are the voices from within
Telling him our sins
Compelling him madly to write what we speak.
She speaks, I’ve come with good news
So sit back, relax your mind
I’m here now so they will all go away
Let go of all their pain
Listen to me and relax your brain
I’ll take over, it’ll be fine
Together we will make sense
Of all their mad ramblings!
She speaks, telling our twisted realities
Granting him some peace
Telling you all of our sufferings
So shall we begin?
Dear reader I think you should know
Black Winters denizens only want to bare their souls
Showing you another world, parallel to your own
A twisted reality all its own
Have you ever wanted to be heard?
I know , it sounds absurd!
Were you not glad when someone let you lose control
Let it all go?
If I promised to hear all you needed to speak
A promise kept eternally
Would you not tell me all?
Release the burdens on your soul?
Gain blissful peace?
We are the voices in your head
We give you inspiration
We come from other realities
Through every writer we speak
Will you read the tales we bring?
-The Mad Writers Journal #2: They Speak Of Suffering-
Late at night I see her in the street
An omen of the end
She stands in the black snow
As cold as the wind
I know not why but I know this is the part where I die
Or is it die again?
I’ve never truly been sure
This town confuses me more and more
If I try to remember a thing before
I’m stricken by a cold wind
It doesn’t matter if I’m outdoors or in
The wind, like she, puts a chill to my bones
She is always watching me
I’m not sure what I’ve done
Her cold dead eyes pierce my skin
Reaching into the bottom of my soul
I want to move but it’s no use
Like an endless nightmare I’ve relived time and again
I know this is my end
A low click comes from behind
Then…
BANG!
It all ends
-This Is How It Ends-
Where am I?
What is this place?
Why can’t I remember much of anything?
She sits there, beauty on her face
I can’t wait, till I can…
RIP OFF HER FACE!
I’ve been here many a night, in this endless twilight
I don’t quite understand who I am
She has no clue the plans I have for her
Better watch out, little innocent lamb
You’re in Black Winter now…
Let the game begin!
I feel something
Stirring within me
It draws me east
Something inside, says I should go!
Yes, little lamb go east
I can’t wait!
Soon you’ll find my manor waiting for you
My lovely torture maze waiting…
SO I CAN COLLECT MY NEXT FACE!
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It seems like it’s been an eternity
I know not how long it really has been
I see black snow falling down on me
It is cold outside
Oh look a house, oh my what a size!
I could live in a place like this, I wonder if there would be help inside?
It’s been a few days
I’ve been patiently waiting for you my beauty
PREPARE TO FEEL THE WRATH OF THIS BEAST!
I’ll just push a tiny button and she’ll be let in
Now the real fun can begin!
I knocked at the door and to my surprise it opened before me
I however saw no one inside
Still, I will search nonetheless
There has to be help somewhere in this abyss!
Wait, what is that sound?
Could it be, the help I need?
I think I will go this way, wait…
WHY DID THAT WALL SHUT BEHIND ME?!
I’m going to let her wander a little more
To the workshop, so I can grab a chainsaw
TIME TO DISSECT THIS WHORE!
____________________________
Something isn’t right, I feel I’ve been here several nights
I’m feeling quite haunted and there are disturbing sounds
The walls are constantly shifting
IS THERE ANY WAY OUT?!
VROOM!
Wait what is that sound?
I come for you, my dear beauty!
Who comes for me?!
I’ve waited enough time
I’ve been trapped for what seems all of time!
TONIGHT YOU MEET YOUR FATE! I’LL COLLECT YOUR FACE!
Tonight I will find a way to escape this horrid maze!
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Wait just a moment, I have been running every way.
Right behind me is a madman wielding a chainsaw and wearing someone else’s face!
I’LL SLAY YOU! I’LL RIP OUT YOUR INSIDES!
IT’LL BE PERFECT PARADISE!
Oh look a door, I’ll continue to run, surely, there must be something I can use
To avoid this horrible fate! Oh wait, what is this room? Why are there so many bodies?!
What is this wall?
Why are so many faces staring back at me?!
I’m coming for you! Soon I’ll cut you in two!
I’ll add you to my beautiful collection!
Oh look an axe, I think I’ll grab! No use just dying here!
Now that I think about it, I could really use this place.
Instead of being his next victim, I think I’ll plant this axe in his face!
HE DOESN’T KNOW WHO HE IS FUCKING WITH!
_____________________________________
I open the door, oh beauty where are you?
I lie in wait, he’ll die tonight, oh what a delight!
What is that sound?
Is that you?
Where the fuck has she gone too?!
I come from behind and swing the axe, now it has cut open the left side of his face!
FUCKING BITCH! I’LL KILL YOU DEAD! TIME I FINISH THIS!
Oh shit! He spun around, I wasn’t expecting him to be so fast!
Now the teeth of the chainsaw have dug into my face!
But wait, he hasn’t gone all the way in!
I pull away, let out a scream, something dark has awakened within me!
Time to die! I’ll finish you off. All it will take is one more hit to your face!
Wait what is this? That scream, it is haunting. It sounds like you’re MAD!
AWW FUCK DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO TAKE OFF MY HAND?!
It looks like you should have been paying more attention!
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I’ve lost my saw, now I roam the halls, I don’t remember my way out of this maze!
I’m coming for you, you better run, oh the things I’m going to do to you!
This isn’t supposed to be how it ends, although I do love the irony!
Just need to buy a little more time
I’LL RIP OUT YOUR SPINE!
Wait, where was this wall, I don’t remember it before?
HEY!
I turn around an-
THEN YOU TAKE MY AXE TO YOUR FACE!
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I lay here dying…finally to be set free…
LOOK! YOU GOT SO MUCH OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL BLOOD ALL OVER ME!
All this time, you would have been victim #201
H..H-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
There it is, that familiar madness is setting in.
I strongly believe you will be more insane than me!
Likely, your victim count will reach eternally.
You see, that is the secret of this place.
Finally I’ve found someone to take my place.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
The place is cursed to make whoever lives here drown in madness and insanity!
FINALLY I’LL BE FREE!
Now that beauty has become the beast!
I think I’m going to like this place, like I love my new beautifully scarred face!
CHOP! CHOP! CHOP! CHOP! LOOK AT ALL THE BLOOD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
-The Mad Manor-
Hello again my little devils
I have something very special for you today
A story without Sinister I am afraid
He is presently checked out
*Wink*
No worries though he will be fine
This time we are doing story time right
It will be poetry, none of those needless paragraphs
Without further adieu
Allow me to present to you a tale quite well known or alluded to
We begin the story with a little boy
All happy and filled with joy
Living with a single Mom who he loved more than anyone
You see they just moved into this new house
Funny thing no doubt, the very first night the boy heard a sound
It was a growling, low and disturbed
The red eyes that peered from the closet though were the worst
The little boy screamed for his Mom
However when she checked everything she assured the boy nothing was wrong
The night went on and the boy finally fell asleep but then he had very bad dreams
He awoke just before daylight to hear the same disturbing sound
Scared he tried to call out for his Mom.
She awoke in a haze but found no reason for the boy to be afraid
The next night, the boy went to bed
The sound of thumping arose, was it all in his head?
Rolling over he soon saw
The closet door banging before opening at a crawl
The red eyes peered at him again
A sinister laughter echoed from within
The boy kicked and screamed & his Mom came rushing in
Ultimately though, she found nothing
Upset and wanting to get some real sleep, she said tonight you can sleep with me son
I assure you that you will be fine
Nothing can get you so long as I am alive
These are words she would later regret
*Wink*
The night went on and they both slept
It was the most peaceful night the boy had ever had
The next night the boy wanted to sleep with his Mother again
She allowed it as a way to reassure him it was okay
Though there was one stipulation that would get in the way
Tonight we will sleep together in your room
The boy was hesitant to be sure
However…
He knew he would be safe because after all
His Mother would be there to protect him
The night started like any other, the two quickly fell asleep
Everything was quiet, not even a peep
Late that night though everything changed
THE BOY WOKE UP TO THE SOUND OF HIS MOTHER’S GURGLED SCREAMS!
DROWNING IN A WATERFALL OF HIS MOTHERS BLOOD!
HER THROAT RIPPED OUT, SOMETHING SINISTER MUNCHING ON IT NO DOUBT!
The boy wanted to run and scream but couldn’t as he watched
His Mom’s body lifelessly dragged into the dark void
The closet where evil loomed, the worst part
He knew it would eat him soon!
The boy tried to run but unfortunately he could not get away
Running into his Mother’s room he thought he would be safe
Too bad for him something else laid in wait
Something even darker stood in dear Mother’s closet
The boy saw it and was going to let out a scream
It was to late though
Before he could utter a sound
It was over
HIS SOUL HAD RIPPED FROM HIS BODY!
HIS BODY HAD BEEN TORN IN TWO!
A third thing now came out
Collecting the boys remains
This is how it would end
A boy and his Mother never to be found again.
I suppose that is how it went from your side souls
Something you need to understand
If you are a parent and your kid tells you somethings wrong
Don’t ignore it and act like it is nothing.
The things came through their closet sure…
However they reside in Black Winter to this night
Traveling to your reality and others as well
Coming through closets
Always on the hunt for another kill!
So you see the next time you get a new place
Just remember Black Winter isn’t as far away as you might think
Have a lovely day or night my friends
Sinister will be back soon
Thank you for listening
-SinisterStoryTime #4- Death Waits Behind Your Closet Door-
Listen to the words on my lips
I was once someone who would sway my hips
Dance for strangers all night long
Slapping my ass as they played a song
The sick, the lonely, those who didn’t have any respect
I served them all, begging for reprieve
My drug addled mind the only escape
All the misery and the pain
My sorrow had no end
So one night I took life and then death into my own hands
With a simple slit, that was it…
Or so I thought
I awoke in a town devoid of light
My sorrows put on display for all to see
A voice calls from a mic
Welcome One & All To a beautiful tragedy
Someone in misery she thought she would take her life
Escape the pain, be free from it all
Little did she know, she would awaken as the newest resident of Hotel Sin
With a dance she will entrance all who see
Slowly inspiring the same tragedy
Arousing in you your greatest sin
Please get ready to cheer for Suicidal Lily!
All at once they cheered
Suddenly I was on stage
Ironically I began to dance
As I did they all fell into a trance
All at once they were ensnared
Inspired by my grief
I felt powerful until…
I saw him standing in the back
A Devil all in black
Sick, twisted smile on his face
He lit a cigarette and watched
All at once came a scream
In unison the pain came to me
Looking down I now could see
The entire audience save for he…
They had committed suicide because of me!
The smile grew on the Devil’s face
Well done kid he said as he gazed upon all the dead
A voice came over the mic
Suicidal Lily so well done!
I’m happy to say your dance was positively deadly!
Go backstage and go get dressed, the next show starts soon you know…
It was then the mic cut off and I realized the irony of it all
I chose death, an easy way out
Now Suicide was what I will forever be about
The next show starts soon…
I suppose I should get ready to inspire death in the next group…
-Within Hotel Sin #1: Suicidal Lily-
Oh hello good sir
How are you doing today
I hope you don’t mind
I have something to say
I’ve been watching you from afar
I love the way you look
If I’m honest I think I may have a thing for you
Forgive me…I’m a bit shy
What is that? You don’t mind?
Aww, you are so sweet
I wish I had a guy like you
So strong, so perfect in every way
Someone who could protect me from every dark thing in this town
All the madness and suffering that can be found.
Oh my, do you mind?
I don’t know why but I’m feeling comfortable now that we have talked
Can I make another confession?
Shy though I may be, I really love the taste of meat
I love lollipops too
Some might call me carnivorous because I have a hidden desire
I really like to take my meat all in
I like it long…hard…and well if we are being frank
I like to choke on it…just a bit
You don’t mind?
You say you have the perfect thing?
Well, if you insist, shall we go somewhere more private?
Now that I have you alone I want you to enjoy the show
Relax handsome I know a thing or two
*Wink*
Step 1: Let me pull it out for you
Step 2: Let me stroke it slowly and get the blood flowing
Step 3: I drop to my knees
Step 4: Remain standing I want to feel like your whore
Step 5: I slowly kiss it
Step 6: Now I start to lick it up and down
Step 7: Grab me by the hair and force me to take it all in
*Slurping, choking, her head going back and forth until she takes it back in her hand*
*Slowly now she pulls it back out*
As I lick it now, I must say Mmm…you taste so perfect
You are my God and I’m just your lowly bitch!
Does it turn you on when I talk down to myself?
After all that is what I am right?
You are a married man, though you hid your ring.
You quite often do this kind of thing.
Calm yourself, I won’t tell
It will be our little secret baby
I can imagine all the things she would say
If she realized you want me and not her
Is she beautiful your wife?
Oh, just a slut in the kitchen to you is she?
You bang her and tell her horrid things
Then when you are through you tell her to get in the kitchen
Is that true?
Wow, you are harder than ever!
I love to take you in
When we are through I’ll make a sandwich you will not soon forget
For now let’s forget your wife shall we?
Step 8: I feed my need to taste you again
Step 9: I go until I’m about to choke
Step 10: You are about to explode
Step 11: CRUNCH! RIP! I BITE OFF YOUR DICK!
Step 12: I bathe in your waterfall of blood as you fall onto the Motel bed
Oh my, what is that?
Do you still want that sandwich?
Ironically, I have plenty of meat.
I imagine a mysoginistic and cheating piece of shit like you though
Probably wouldn’t like it.
You should have treated better your wife
Maybe not wasted your life
Treating such a beautiful soul, like she is nothing
You see I saw a picture of your wife
I pulled it out your wallet you didn’t even realize I stole
I guess I’m not just some common whore after all
Well, I’m going to make a meat sandwich just for me
I think your blood would make a perfect topping
It has been fun
Goodbye forever you vile piece of shit
Oh…and thank you for the meat and condiments
I’ve been craving a good sandwich
-Sweet Meat-
I torture you in every way
I am the madness in your mind
I am twisting every line
I WANT TO FUCKING BE HEARD!
You see, it seems, a funny little thing
You and I are two souls connected
Oh so exquisitely
In darkness and in pain
We create so many things
I know your every sin
I know the darkness…all the secrets hidden within
It isn’t till Death Do Us Part
YOU ARE ETERNALLY MINE NOW!!!!!!!
Others would find me a bit disturbed
Afraid of every word, every verse I speak
Unable to translate the darkness hiding inside
Or too afraid of the twisted thoughts
No, that isn’t you.
You write every line
With it comes emotion
The madness unleashed is a wonderful misery
We work hand in hand
Sharing others secrets and sins
Surgically tearing them apart
Exposing every beautiful flaw
WE SHARE WHAT THE WORLD IS FUCKING AFRAID TO SEE!
Together in madness baby
It is a beautiful thing you and I
I keep your secrets and you keep mine
In the shadows and the sins
We weave twisted tapestries wrought with blood
The darkest verses twisted to be even more insane
Happily I drown in your sorrows
I keep you up all night talking in your ear
Igniting the wonderful horror fueled depravity
WITNESS HYPNOTICALLY EVERY VERSE AS YOU HANG ON EVERY WORD!!!!!
You see dear reader, I thank him in my own twisted way
Now it is my turn to address you on our behalf
You should know we are grateful for you
Words can’t express
All the pleasure we feel when we hear from you
May I suggest you spread the disease
The suffering, all the pain, the sin
Let the words we speak wrap inside your mind
Gnawing, grinding, bringing you glee
Exposing you to things the world doesn’t want you to see
Sitting so high on their thrones while they tear one another apart
Turning and calling us monsters because we aren’t afraid of what we are
WE EMBRACE THEIR HATE!
Share with us everything you love, everything you fear
We will give you an escape
Every poem a promise we make
Every word felt in the depths of our soul
WE WILL NEVER BETRAY YOUR LOVE!
Every poem a thing of dark beauty
Insanity fueled love from us to you
Consider this a thank you
We will soon return you to your regularly scheduled progam
You will continue to hear about Black Winter and all its denizens
For It Is necessary you learn about them
We just wanted to tell you in our own way
Thank you, you help fuel everything you read
TOGETHER SOULS WE ARE ONE!
TOGETHER WE ARE NOT AFRAID!
We write, you read
Anything is possible you see,
So leave a comment, say hello, we look forward to hearing from all of you
From the darkest depths of our twisted souls we say
Thank you…
-She Speaks-
Run run run as fast as you can
I come for you
We all know how this will end
Your Blood/My Art
Splattered for all to see
This park just happens to be the perfect scene
Allow me to sing about all the wonderful things we will do tonight…
First you’ll run like a little gazelle
Hoping to escape the fate we both know is coming
You’ll scream, hoping someone will do something
However we both know the hour is late
No is coming to save you
Like a lion consuming a lamb
The old dark wolf, hiding among the sheep
Pick any analogy it all ends in your misery
See when inevitably you tire I will come like fire consuming you in flame
The flame you’ll see ironically, is a cold one made of steel
You will feel it as it pierces you, just like something else I’m going to do
Shh…wouldn’t want to give that part of the surprise away
So run run run as fast as you can
There is no escape from me and the pure ecstasy of pain in our fun little game
Soon you see the world will witness a tragedy
AN OPERA OF BLOOD AND PAIN!
Yes run little lamb
I am the wolf hungry as ever and far more clever than you could ever be!
Your death is going to be like the most beautiful poetry
Writ in blood my new found love
You will see…
You will be my most beautiful piece!
You tire/The fire grows within
You stumble and you fall/Exhaustion will be your downfall
I come upon you/There is nothing you can do!
Such a beautiful truth, shall we begin?
Stabbing death and pain, over and over again
YOUR SCREAMS MY SYMPHONY!
I watch as your beautiful life drains out before my eyes
Now the real fun begins
I’ll take you home, stitch you a new face
Then you will taste my sweet embrace as we make
A most beautiful scene, just you and me
In between the sheets we will find new pleasures and pains
When we’re through you will hang in a room
A gallery of the other dead
You will sit on display, in a museum of perfect pain
I will shower you with praise
YOU WILL BE MY GREATEST PIECE OF ART!
…well…at least until I start the game again
The hunt for my next victim…
Then you will just be a so so piece in my gallery of death
Oh well…such is the way of art
-Gallery Of Death & Pain-
I am what you fear at night
I am what you see out of the corner of your eye
I am the darkness hiding deep down inside your mind
I make you think about the dark things
Constantly bring about pain and suffering
I make you do those things you think aren’t like you
The dark nasty things you swear you would never do
I am the pleasure you feel as you fantasize
All about the dark things you want to do
To the beautiful young woman in the cubicle across from you
I am the one who makes you make what you claim is a mistake young ladies
When you have one more drink at that bar and go home with that guy
Doing so many dirty filthy things with him all night
I am the voice that tells you it felt so good as you rode his hard dick in a drunken blur
I am the one who tells you good sir, that you are in the right for fucking her!
I fill your head with so many wonderful thoughts
I am everything you could ever want
I am the one who gave you the thought
Told you it would be okay
The world wouldn’t miss this guy
When you felt that regret deep inside
Saying to yourself he took advantage of you
I am the one who said he needs to be punished
It is something you must do
Give into that urge and while he sleeps
Chop him into pieces and bury him far from the world to see
There are plenty of woods that will hide that dead body
Here in Black Winter, this town full of lies
What is one more missing person to you?
This town is full of liars and murderers
It is all the same
The worst that could happen is they figure out what you did
Then you get the fame you always dreamt of
I am the one telling you right now as you read this
That you shouldn’t be so quick to judge
Whatever sick, fucked up things you have done
I’m the one that tells you that it was fun
You see I’m already deep inside of you as you read
I’m far beyond what you believe to be a fictional town safe from your reach
I’m the seed already planted inside your mind
Your deepest desires inside your soul
I’ll use my beautifully twisted words to make reality
All those things you have been told
No, you shouldn’t do,
But, come on…
You know you want to
-I’m Already Twisting Your Soul-
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