Welcome back to The Blue Room. We are very delighted to see you again. Please, take a seat and Blue should be about to begin. Remember, drinks are on the house.
Hello everyone, Blue again. Tonight I have a song for you about voices. It’s funny how they can influence someone. This one is about an artist named Mai and how voices influenced her every moment of life. We have rock group The Clock Strikes Midnight with us tonight to provide some vocals and hard edge to the sound.
We will also be blending that with piano and some violin. We even brought in a choir to add to the background of certain parts of the song.
So please, sit back and enjoy. I hope you like it…
I woke up this morning
They said so many things
Constantly whispering inside my head
The words of the long since dead
Never letting me truly rest
They go on and on….
INSIDE MY HEAD!
INSIDE MY HEAD!
THEY TEAR ME APART!
THEY TEAR ME APART!
Constantly whispering
Have you seen my Mom?
Always questioning
Why can no one see me?
Sometimes threatening
I’ll be the one who leads to your inevitable suicide
I WISH THEY WOULD GO AWAY!
Endlessly torturing me, in my sleep and my wake
It doesn’t matter
They’re always there
They know me personally
They are things I sketch
Their blood
Their pain
All the suffering…
INSIDE MY HEAD!
INSIDE MY HEAD!
THEY TEAR ME APART!
THEY TEAR ME APART!
Constantly whispering
I haven’t seen her in so long.
Always questioning
You hear me though…why?
Sometimes threatening
You can end it all…just use that pencil you sketch with…or a knife…
PLEASE HELP ME SILENCE THE VOICES WITHIN!
INTERNALLY I’M CRYING! I’M DYING INSIDE!
WISHING THERE WAS A WAY!
…
TO SHUT THEM THE FUCK UP!
HehahahaHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Do you know what it’s like to have them there…
24/7?!
They gnaw at my mind…
It’s been going on my whole life!
IT NEVER ENDS!!!!!!!!!!!
INSIDE MY HEAD!
INSIDE MY HEAD!
THEY TEAR ME APART!
THEY TEAR ME APART!
Constantly whispering
I’m dead…aren’t I? I’ll never see mommy again?!
Always questioning
I think I’ve committed suicide…is this Hell?
Sometimes threatening
Today you will draw your suicide…tomorrow the world will see it…
I’M LOSING IT!
THESE ARE ONLY A FEW OF THE VOICES THAT ARE THERE!
ON EDGE!
PAIN NEVER ENDING!
I think I have a headache again…
Migraine inducing, voices still speaking…
I try to drink them away
They’re still there…WHISPERING TO ME!
PLEASE! JUST MAKE IT STOP!
So…now I guess I will……
Draw my final sketch to the world…
He…HE’S RIGHT YOU KNOW?!
*Sketching furiously*
If I’m not alive to hear them…they’ll be gone…
RIGHT?!
YES! Sketch and leave that final piece signed in your own blood…
What was that?!
I hear him again
Madness inducing
My suicide looming
I produce my final sketch
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Slitting my wrist and writing my name
I’ve likely signed my soul to hell anyways
Still that would be more peace
Than what I hear every second, inside of me…
The voices are fading…
Perhaps it’s finally working…
I’ll accept my fate
Everything goes black…
Then I hear them again…
NO!
SHUT UP!
Strapped to a bed….
Locked away…
I hear the voices tearing me away…
They’re still there…
WHY?!
I see people all in white…
They force me to take some pills,
Then to eat…
Then keep me strapped inside my bed
Locking me away…
Still, they are always there…
Pills won’t stop them…
Whispering to me…
Neverendingly…
*Sobbing*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
-Voices-
sinisterdarksoul 
Your song has quite the beat and stabbings! I’ll sing it with my sharpened knife. 😊
Fun and macabre!
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Thank you! ^_^
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The lyrics are cool. I wish I had some sort of rhythm or song to hear it against. Still, as a prose this is haunting. As someone who fears hearing voices (I have quite a lot of fears actually), this prose drives in on that factor. Thanks for sharing.
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I wish I could make the music lol. Xp
In fairness, for all I know you could be hearing it. ^_^
Thank you for taking the time to read and for your thoughts. 😀
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