Entry 163: Lust

*giggling*

I see you eyeballing her

I know the things you wish to do

Forget about marriage and love

Do what you want to

She is practically begging for you to

You know she’d consent in a second

So, what do you have to lose?

Go on, go get her

I can taste your internal desire

I’m just here to give that little extra push

Consequences be damned

You want her

Yes, that’s right walk over and speak

You are friends

It’ll be easy

_______________________

Here he comes

Better sit up

He’s the sort of guy you dream of huh?

Marriage, family, kids…none of that matters

If you play your cards right tonight…

You two could be lovers

I feel your nerves as he sits now

Go ahead, let the girls hang out a little

Watch how his eyes try to focus on yours

See how he subtley takes a glance here and there

Hoping you won’t notice how sometimes he stares

Do you see how handsome he is, look at that delicious body

Could you imagine if you turned fantasy into reality?

If you got him into bed?

Go ahead, make your dreams come true

Take a sip of your drink, but as you do…

Tease him, look into his eyes

Do not avert your gaze

Let him see

The desire within

What you want him to be

What do you have to lose really?

_________________________

Look at how she takes that sip

She’s into every word you say

She’s practically yours for the taking

Smile, let her see what you are going to do to her tonight

Show her what she would be missing

If she didn’t give in

You devilish soul

You tempting sin

Give her what she wants

Look her up and down

Take in her whole body

Do something brazen

Perhaps…

Take her hand

Kiss it lightly

Offer to pay for dinner

Show her you are a big spender

Do all the things, you know she wants you too

_________________________

You are practically wet at the touch of his lips on your hand

Show him you like that

Maybe tease him a bit

Take your leg and lift it up

Perhaps run your foot along his leg

You both want this

Continue to give in

Feel how hard he is, when you run your foot along his crotch

Oh look, he’s paying for dinner

Quite the big spender

Let him take you to his hotel room

Both of you should unleash your desires upon one another

_____________________________

They’ve gone up to the room

My work here is almost done

They are having lots of fun

Fucking one another

He’s quite dominant…well at least for now

She hasn’t quite revealed her surprise

There it is, as she puts his head between her legs

Giving him something to truly desire

She takes the bible off the night stand and flips it open

Pulling out the gun, hiding hiding inside the hollowed out book

She points it to his head and when she climaxes

BANG!

He’s dead in an instant

He thought them best friends

Truthfully, she’s a slave only to sex and death

Those are her lovers of choice

So the longer she is with someone

The greater she gets off

She just loves toying with emotions

It’s how she always was

My name is Lust, my work here is done

I’ve collected another soul for Hell

Lucifer should be quite happy

Oh wait, there’s one more thing

I’m working with a partner or two

Envy has the wife blind with jealousy

Tipping her off with just enough to make her follow her husband

Leaving the kids with family just for tonight

Wrath has the dear wife waiting outside the hotel room with a knife

The sociopathic killer opens the door

STAB!

Deep inside her brain

Falling over dead

Wife smiling over her dead body

That’s two souls we’ve collected tonight

Our work here is done

Next time you hear us whispering into your ear

What do you have to lose?

Go head and give in

I’m sure it’s tempting to

*Smile*

-Lust-

Entry 162: Suicide House

Nightmares…such a funny thing

What do you do, when they become your reality?

I dreamt of that place

There they hang

My families bodies…

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!

I feel it now

Every night I sleep

I see that place

Calling to me

It is becoming harder to wake

Every night, I DESPERATELY SCRAMBLE TO ESCAPE!

This wicked place

Last night was the worst,

They all laughed

I was scared

They hang there dead

WHY ARE THEY SMILING?!

I got out but I’d slept an entire day

I woke up ate some food

Rehydrated

Then felt something inside of me

There were whispers

It was my family

I stared in the mirror thinking

NO!

I can’t sleep again

They won’t let me go

I fight sleep

I hear them laugh

The world flickers

Reality changes around me

Next second

I’m back at home

AM I AWAKE?!

AM I STILL SLEEPING?!

WHAT WAS THAT CREEPING?!

NO….NOT AGAIN!

I FEEL THEM, INSIDE MY MIND!

It wasn’t my fault!

THEY COMMITTED SUICIDE!

Abandoning me

Leaving me all alone!

I hear them whispering…

Come back home…

I run from the bathroom and open my door

Only to find…I’m back there again!

In that room, in that home

They smile more than ever now

Now…THEY LAUGH!

I feel so much pain

I cry, and look for an escape but every door opened

It is just them again…

In the suicide room

They gnaw at my mind

I’m losing it…

Likely to the same insanity!

Oh, look now, there is another noose

It’s as though it waits just for me

My perfect neckline

It calls to me

Yes…if I just give in

Hopefully…

Hopefully this misery will end

Yes…

A dark voice whispers as I put the noose around my neck

I kick the chair out and as I am slowly dying…

That dark voice speaks again…

Now…I have the whole family…

-Suicide House-

 

 

Entry 161: Shadow Creek: Video 2

*Video Begins*

It whispers in my mind

Hautning me all the time

Always wanting me

To join in its depravity

It started so simple

I was a truly good girl

Straight A student you see

Perfect selection for a future scholarship

The brightest of minds

Then one day I heard something

It whispered inside my mind

It touched my soul

It felt so wrong

YET SO COMPLETELY RIGHT!

It told me I should prove myself to it

That I am owned

Nothing more than what it wants me to be

It said I should stay after class

Speak to the teacher that is always secretly eyeing me

That was the first time I truly gave into its will

I teased my teacher

I led him away

All the school cameras saw

Was a poor girl being raped

Well, it saw what it wanted them to see

The lights flickering

I screamed, it was in pleasure

On camera though, it showed pain

The teacher was arrested and locked up

I was sent home, told I’d be given counseling

I went inside my room

I smiled wickedly

That felt good to do

I pleasured myself

Knowing that’s what it wants

Something I’ve never seen

Yet it’s always in my thoughts

Whispering so charismatically

Raping my every thought

Except…

I’m HAPPY!

I SMILE for it

I wear what it wants me to

I just turned 18, a very good looking young woman

Everything I do

I do to please IT!

I WORSHIP IT!

I’m its perfect love

Tonight, I was told I’d prove my worth to it completely

Tonight…HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I’d…slaughter…my….FAMILY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

So, as the cameras will show

Including the one I speak to you through now

That’s exactly what I did!

Shall I describe it?

First I got up, oh about midnight or so

I walked through the halls

Making sure to stop and smile at every camera I passed

It says it pleases it

A real lady does this

A real lady smiles politely

Just before she kills everyone!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Silently I stalk the halls

The first room I see

My fathers study…

Mom and the others are asleep

Daddy is usually awake

Working on the next big thing

He’s an inventor

A bright mind

He truly is one of a kind

He’s the reason we can afford this mansion

So I walk into his study

He turns to me with concern

I act sad, shutting the door

Oh no, daddy’s little girl is sad

Can’t have that!

It’s almost too easy

Wrapping him around my finger

I suppose this is how every Dad is with their daughter

He hugs me

I smile

Tell him it will be okay I think

Can he do something for me?

He of course says he’ll do anything

So I ask him to smile

He does, not knowing about the knife I have

The one I’ve had secretly, hiding in my room

I SMILE…TOO!

My smile widens more and more

Just before I say

Daddy, I love you

I do it teasingly

Feeling myself as I do

My Dad looks a little uneasy

Telling me I should get some sleep

I’m clearly not feeling okay

Trying to pass it off as another problem

To be addressed in counseling

Like some fucked up trauma or something

No Daddy, it’s not right

I’m perfectly fine

I stare at you as your back is to me now

Looking so studious at your desk

I walk up…SLOWLY!

SAVORING EVERY MOMENT!

I whisper into Daddy’s ear

I love you Daddy

Slowly massaging him as I do

Let me do things to you, Mommy won’t do…

My breath his heavy, his heart speeds up

He shoves me back

Tells me no

Says I’m clearly fucked up

I don’t like his tone

Come on Daddy

I’m your daughter, I just want to know your love

He looks disturbed

I’m internally enjoying this mind fuck!

You see there is intense arousal in power

It’s more intoxicating than sex

I eye him up and down

Smile gracefully

Okay, Daddy, you win

Can I at least get a hug?

I break down into tears instantly

Acting as though I’m having a meltdown

He of course apologizes

Thinking I’m actually just vulnerable

I’m really truly messed up

He comes in and comforts me

I smile before whispering into his ear

Oh Daddy, I love you…

I kiss him slowly on the lips

As I drive a knife into his chest

Blood is flowing, I feel great

Poor Daddy wasn’t expecting this

He was the problem though

The disease

Too moral

It’d have been better if he’d just fucked me!

These are some of the things it tells me

So as he slowly bleeds out

I set him in his chair

I get on top and force him to watch

His sweet daughter, riding him

Forcing him to do what he didn’t want

Smiling, bathing in his blood

I tell him, Daddy, you’re so good

No wonder Mother fucks you!

I wonder if I can get you to release

Before the expiration date hits…

On your life?

If we want, the world will see…

Footage of Daddy being a sick man

Betraying his own wife

Fucking his daughter

Forcing her to kill him with a knife

We won’t though, this is what it wants people to see

As they watch this, it expands its reach

Gaining new minds to toy with

Oh would you look at that…

You did release for me!

Thankfully though, you’ll die knowing…

I made you do what I wanted you to

Then I took the knife, gouged out both his eyes

His would be screams

Drowned out by choking

His own blood

Drowning out what little life was left

I got off of him, looked into the camera

Smiling my best

That’s what a proper lady would do!

His blood still warm on my body

I leave the room

I soon head to Mommy’s room

Opening the door slowly

Mommy I say, looking so vulnerable

D-DADDY! HE TRIED TO KILL ME!

I HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF!

Mommy shot up with a shock

Not sure what was happening

HE JUST LOST IT MOMMY!

She looked at me, saw the trauma in my eyes

The way I shook

It was the perfect act as she ran past me

Checking on my little sister first

This would be perfect

As she turned back around

I now stood, smiling, like a lady

Taking my knife and driving it into her right eye

I turned on the light to the bedroom

Soon smiling at my sister, only 13

Before pulling out the knife from my convulsing Mommy!

I carved a smile into her face and smiled at sister too

She was in shock

I was creating art

That’s what artists do…

Ironically, that’s what I always wanted to do…

Photography…

Oh would I too!

Little sister tried to run

I couldn’t have that so I caught her and smashed her head

Straight through the mirror across from her bed

Knocking her, up a bit…she’d live

I wasn’t through with Mommy yet…

So I went to my room, got some rope

Little things I used for art, my camera too

Came back, tied sis up

Made sure she was face down

Then, I went back to fucking Mommy up!

I took a hammer and smashed both her knee caps

That got her to scream!

It was a TRULY BEAUTIFUL THING!

Her screams were pure ecstasy!

I soon took the rest of the rope, tied her to the bed post

Making sure it was super tight, so she would die, nice and slowly…

I may have sped things up, in the interests of art

Cutting open her chest and ripping out her heart!

Just before I did though, I told her all about how I fucked Daddy!

My sister woke up, terrified as ever

I put the heart in front of her face

Telling her to eat it…

She said no at first…

But I can be persuasive…

I took my blood soaked knife and slowly pressed it between her thighs

Whispering into her ears…

How’d you like to lose your virginity?

Tears streamed down her face

I licked them off slowly

She took a bite

Vomiting immediately

I smiled and told her lick it up

She tried…

Crying the entire time

So I laughed, grabbing her phone

Calling 911

Screaming that they needed to send someone immediately

Then I hung up

Took my camera, and took some photos for fun

Memories you know…or some shit like that…

Then I debated taking my knife and raping my shivering sister with it

But, where is the fun in that?

I want her to live…to be traumatized for life

I want her to keep asking why?

Eventually survivors guilt will set in

She’ll have PTSD

I’ve fucked you up in so many ways

I say with glee!

You’ll spend your entire life…suffering psychologically!

Then I left, headed for Shadow Creek

Taking only my camera and a small hand held one too

To record this confession…because it tells me too!

It says it has a special gift

Just for me

I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE WHAT THAT WILL BE!!!!!!

*Video End*

-Shadow Creek: Video 2-

Entry 160: SinisterStoryTime #7: I Love You

I see you sleeping

Every single night

I see the way you wash yourself

When you think you are alone

I’ve seen you pleasure yourself to porn

Oh how lovely it is as you stroke yourself in bed

Thinking, I’m safe, all alone at home

I will admit, I really wanted to jump in

Not just yet though

A real lady waits her turn

I ponder, if you ever think of me?

The shy gal from work

Did you know, I made a copy of your keys

The one day you said they were lost

Pinning the note to the office lunch room wall

I softly giggled to myself thinking

I’ll return your keys soon

Off I went to make the copy

Upon doing so, leaving the keys on your desk again

You asked around the office

I never admitted it was me

So you said thank you to your anonymous savior

Inside I felt myself grow warm

Was this love?

Time would tell

I sent you flowers, anonymously of course

That was back during Valentine’s Day

You know, when Betty openly showed interest

I did some shopping that night

A nice axe, some things to torture the bitch with

Needless to say when she was on the news the next day

It wasn’t for her looks

Body parts everywhere

No one the wiser that it was me

A message in her blood that simply read

I love you

Still left them with no clue

The media assuming it was some crime of passion

Which was quite true

NO BITCH WILL COME BETWEEN ME AND YOU!

*Giggling*

The message left had no real address

I kept it anonymous

Hoping you’d somehow sense it was from me to you

A love letter, for which you would get more soon

Remember that night you invited Sally inside your home?

Not very lady like was she when she took advantage of

Your drunken state

You poor innocent man

THE BITCH WAS GOING TO BE MY NEXT EXAMPLE!

It really was a beautiful thing when I followed her home

Sneaking silently behind her

A bat in hand

I knocked Sally out and dragged her into her home

She would need to pay for the sins she committed

No one should take your innocence

You sweet lonely man

I’ll show you in time

You’ll be mine

As for Sally, it’s a lovely place she has

Out in the the country, all safe and warm

No one to bother you

No one to hear your scream

It was a truly beautiful thing when I chopped her to bits

I pinned her heart to the wall and wrote I and you around it

Black Winter PD were growing suspicious of you by this point

I made sure that there was no evidence to convict anyone

My methods are messy

I’m organized where it counts

Rest assured there will be no DNA evidence

Linking anyone to that whore’s death

I wonder if secretly you can sense my love for you yet?

Jennifer was fun

I saw her staring at you from across the way

So that night I ended her life

Making her into a stew

Leaving behind in blood:

I…LOVE…YOU!

Jennifer stew was all the rage at the pot luck the next day

This was of course before

The police realized she was missing

I saw you eat her too

You even told me I did well

That you enjoyed my cooking and wondered

What I did to make the food so good?

I smiled shy and said

I used love

So now I stand Thanksgiving having just passed

Watching you like I have been

Over the past few months

Wanting to tell you how I feel

SO MUCH!

You’re in the shower now

So I think I’ll make my move

I’ll leave you the chocolates with a note that reads

Timothy

I Love You

Here you come from the shower

I lay hiding in wait

I dropped all my clothes

Standing naked in the closet just behind you…

Watching you…taking you in…

I can sense your instant dread

The moment you see the note

Still, I can’t help myself

I slowly open the closet behind you

Silent as can be

You turn around and see my naked body

Still in shock

Probably from how good I look

You can’t seem to do anything

I move in real close

Kissing you as I do

You’re still in shock

I begin making out with you

You are so hard and so firm

Unable to resist

You take me to bed and we go at it

It’s a beautiful thing

True love finally made

I confess my sins

Tell you everything

You punish me in return

I love the way it feels

A turn on to say the least

We go at it again and again

We can’t help ourselves!

I knew the first moment I saw you

I chose right

You were the man for me

It was love at first sight…in my eyes

Eventually we married

Our honey moon was truly fun

We’d made a habit of inviting attractive others

Into bed with us

We’d had a good time for sure

Always being careful as we decided if they’d die

Our honey moon was one such time

A woman named Vanessa, she was fun

Quite the attractive red head

She seemed to have a real thing for the both of us

Still, a slut she was and die she would for her sins

That was what she got for cheating on her husband!

We kill together you and I

We make the perfect team

Eventually we even made a baby

Our little boy is the sweetest

One day he’ll learn about…

…True love too…

-SinisterStoryTime #7: I Love You-

 

 

Entry 159: Dance

I dance

Gliding across the floor

My moving intended to leave what is watching

Lost within a trance

I dance

Still I must dance some more

Lest I begin to lose, those closest to me like before

The last time I stopped so did my fathers life

Ended by a knife

Slowly cut up from the inside

Dance

I know this makes no sense

Dance

I’m not even entirely sure a knife was the weapon

I couldn’t see anything, except him torn apart slowly

Nothing there, cuts appearing everywhere

I was told by the dark voice echoing in the dance hall

Dance

The voice…so cold

Don’t stop, or another family member will die

When I run out…your death will be next

Yours will be the most painful

…The slowest…

Dance

I try to think to myself

How happy we felt

Dance

The day we bought this place

A mansion, seemingly at a steal

I think I knew then, this couldn’t possibly be real

Dance

What choice did I have?

I had my family to take care of

Most of all, my sick Dad

*Stubs toe, stops for a second before starting again*

AAAAAAAAAaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!

*Neck Snapping*

DANCE!

I dance

Tears streaming down my face

Looking up as I dance

I see my dead mothers body

Hanging

I’m not sure for how long

But I’ve been dancing for quite some time

Will it end?

Is there even a chance to save

My husband, myself

Our unborn baby too?!

Or am I just supposed to dance…

Till I drop dead

Taking my loved ones with me?

If circumstances weren’t what they were

This could be a most beautiful scene

The music that plays is quite lovely you see

I try to envision decades past

A time when many danced these halls

That’s cut off though by visions of my dead family

The sight of my still hanging Mom

The way the air has grown colder

Deep within the room

Suddenly the sound of crying echoes while the music plays

It’s the sounds of our first child’s last breaths

The day they died, in the car accident

I dance a dance of sorrow

I dance like there is no tomorrow

Dancing with all my might

Trying my best, silently praying I’ll be given leave

To finally stop dancing

I try to ignore the change in tune

The way the music becomes warped

How our first child died

Something isn’t right, my concentration is broken

I make a misstep

I hear a gunshot

My husbands body falling to the dance floor

I shriek

However I don’t stop dancing

As I glide around his body

It sits in the middle of the floor

Suddenly I’m over come with a flood of memories

I see my Dad, cutting himself

He was always great at hiding the knife

I always turned a blind eye, sick of taking care of him…

He was already dying anyways…

I dance

This couldn’t possibly be me?!

More memories…

Dad died, partially because of my neglect

No one realized, till after he was dead

Finally having cut the wrong part of himself

Bleeding out instead

My mother…she had lost it

She…no, this couldn’t possibly be…

Hung herself inside the living room closet

Having pleaded for help

Her only husband, death brought on by himself

We went for a drive…I had been drinking

Wrecking, our son died

My husband stepped out of the wreckage

Realizing only now, that I was drunk

Not realizing, I had another son on the way…

He pulled out his weapon…

Shooting himself

That’s when I noticed it…

I was bleeding out…

My unborn baby was dead…

I was slowly dying…

Gasping my dying breaths

Slowly vomiting blood

Realization hits

I’m dying

Which means I’m now dead

That’s the moment I thought back to what I always did best

I danced…

It was how I used to cope

Now I remembered everything

How I hurt myself

My depression

How little I cared

My unborn child actually the result of an affair

Now I dance, eternally

Suffering

My favorite thing to do

Turned against me forever more

An ironic but fitting punishment for me

Everything changes…

What was I thinking before?

What a beautiful dance hall

I dance

-Dance-

 

Entry 158: Ticking

Do you hear that ticking?

It’s driving me insane

I thought it was the dog

Eventually I bashed in its brain

The ticking…

It didn’t stop

My best friend Sam came over one day

He asked me if I was okay

I told him about the ticking

I told him how I wanted it to stop

Next thing you know

I’m holding my glock

Sam is dead on the floor

Having been shot

Still, I hear that ticking

It won’t go away

Even as I dispose of Sam’s body

The noise still grates away

I try to sleep, but it never comes

Sun rise, sun set…

Time and time again

Still the ticking continues

Slowly breaking down my psyche

My family will be over for Thanksgiving soon

I was preparing the turkey

Using a special seasoning indeed

It was blood, from my friends body

I seasoned it up, the family thought it was a treat

Still, the ticking never ceased

I got up about midnight and took an axe to my entire family!

It wasn’t their fault, I’m not sure why I did what I did

Still, the ticking persisted

I cut up the bodies, cooked the meat

What I couldn’t cook, I put in the deep freeze

Leftovers are truly a wonderful treat

I’ve prepared myself a meal

The ticking never stops

I pray a prayer of thanks for the food my family has provided

As I do, I swear I see them sitting at the table with me

I hear a knocking at the door

I guess I should answer it

I debate if I should kill whoever it is

It’s my beautiful neighbor

She’s so sweet

I’d be extremely into her if I didn’t prefer a different type of meat

Still, I invite her in

Allow her to hang her coat

I have a knife in hand

The ticking says, maybe I should hold off on the killing

I invite her to sit down,

She claims herself famished

She eats the meal, a most delightful smile

Claiming she’s been into me for a while

I was going to tell her I’m gay

However she interrupts me

She says,

You have done so much for me

It’s very nice of you

I guess you must’ve enjoyed the cake I recently baked for you

The secret ingredient a special type of parasite

Once ingested, it makes itself at home inside your brain

It begins sending a signal to make you obey

*Stands up slowly and walks over to John*

I know, because I am their queen

You will make a perfect host for the eggs inside your brain

Once they hatch, you will die a slow painful death

However, not before you make me pregnant

*Kisses John slowly*

So Happy Thanksgiving my sweet sir

A day early it may be I still think we should take this party

To another place…

How about your bedroom?

We are going to have fun straight through Thanksgiving!

So what do you say?

The ticking grows inside my mind

I can’t say no

Oh well…

At least I know from where the ticking comes from…

Deep inside my brain

-Ticking-

Entry 157: The Photographer: Photo #1: Victim?

*Whispers echo all around*

Do you hear them whisper?

They speak of violent things

I try to run

Yet they’re always there

Whispering!

SHUT UP!

Provide me with peace!

PLEASE!

I’ve been trapped in this school house

For who knows how long

Every time I believe I’ve found an escape

I’m always wrong!

Murderer, sinner, you’ll rot!

Run all you will, there is no escape

We will send the bad man to his grave

Again and again he’ll suffer endlessly

Knowing our pain, eternally!

NO! NO! I SWEAR!

*Crying*

I had no control over what happened to you!

It wasn’t me, something was inside my head!

Constantly giving me sick thoughts!

I’d black out and when I’d wake up

I’d find myself surrounded by death and blood!

Tell that to us, your victims!

You didn’t just kill us

You had your sick way with us

Didn’t matter if it was before or after death

You were the worst kind of killer there could be

Sometimes having your way with our dead bodies!

SO TELL US AGAIN HOW IT WASN’T YOU!

PLEASE EXPLAIN WHO ELSE COULD MAKE YOU DO WHAT YOU DID?!

HOW ARE YOU THE VICTIM?!

*Low laughter echoes through school halls*

* The man closes his eyes, cries in pain*

*Falls silent before waking again*

*His voice, a truly twisted thing*

HAHAHAHA!

Just call me malevolent

I enjoyed every second of destroying you all

So innocent, I tore you apart!

Cutting you up, making you my play things

Sewing you together, having playtime again!

So yes, I enjoyed every second of your pain…

I thought of your parents while you were still suffering!

*Man seems in pain, closes eyes again*

*He seems a different man*

There he is!

Can’t you see!

Clearly I’m a victim as well

I’d never murder, let alone be a PEDOPHILE!

*Personality Shifts*

I watched the news each night!

I delighted in the sadness in your parents eyes!

I can’t lie, I loved these press conferences

I pleasured myself while watching them!

That wasn’t enough though…

Sometimes I’d send the tapes of what I did to you all

To your families…SO THEY COULD ENJOY THEM TOO!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I’M A VICTIM!/I’M A KILLER!

I HATED IT!/I LOVED IT!

I WAS BLACKED OUT!/I WAS VERY AWARE!

I’M SORRY!/I’M NOT!

IT WASN’T ME!/IT SO WAS!

PLEASE SPARE ME!/DO YOUR FUCKING WORST!

NO!/YES! I’D DO IT AGAIN!

I’M AN UNREPENTANT KILLER, YOU ALL ARE MY VICTIMS!

*Children’s ghosts surround the man, knives and scissors in hand*

*Personality Shift*

NO!

*Personality Shift*

YES!

*Personality Shift*

PLEASE!

*Personality Shift*

DO YOUR WORST!

DO YOU NEED MORE MOTIVATION?!

Children weren’t my only victims you see

Eventually I evolved and started killing YOUR FAMILIES!

Little Suzy, do you want to hear how I killed your dad?

SMASHING HIS HEAD IN WITH A HAMMER

HOW LOVELY IT WAS TO DO SO IN FRONT OF MOTHER AND DAUGHTER!

Daddy now dead, it was time…

TO HAVE FUN WITH YOUR MOM AND OLDER SISTER TOO!

Oh how warm they were inside

SCREAMING FOR THEIR LIVES!

I’m not just talking when I was literally inside of them

Making their bodies feel pleasure when all along

They hated what I was doing to them…

No…

I SPEAK OF WHEN I TOOK A KNIFE

SURGICALLY CUTTING YOUR MOTHER TO PIECES!!!!

Her blood was SOOOOOoooo warm…IT WAS QUITE FUN!

Your sister too traumatized to run

SHE WATCHED IN HORROR AS I RIPPED HER MOTHER TO PIECES IN FRONT OF HER!

Rubbing mothers blood all over daughters face

SHE WAS TOO PSYCHOLOGICALLY SCARRED TO STOP ME FROM RAPING HER AGAIN!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

SOON AFTER TEARING HER APART WITH MY KNIFE

I CUT OUT DAUGHTERS HEART

I ATE IT!

MMMMmmmmmmmmmmmm…

I killed more of your families too

Each time more creative than the last

I’d still be doing it if it wasn’t for that photographer

It’s true!

I was at the park looking for my next victim

She was there and awfully tempting

I couldn’t tell her age, face covered in shadows

She wore a camera around her neck

Staring in my direction

TEMPTING ME!

It was strange, I was staring right her way

She seemed completely unphased

Turning and slowly walking away from me

I felt a compulsion take over me all at once

YES! She’d make the perfect victim I thought!

I stalked her into an alley

Every turn I took she was turning just around the next corner too!

I turned the next corner, she was nowhere to be found

A dead end, was all I found…

I heard a giggle and quickly turned around

Lifting her camera, there she stood

Taking my photograph…I eventually woke up here

Transported to this twisted reality!

Don’t let me lie, I enjoyed EVERY SECOND

OF DESTROYING ALL YOUR LIVES!

*Personality Shift*

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I’M A VIC-

*Stabbing violently!*

*View pans out of school*

*The Photographer pins the photograph to her wall*

* She listens to the man’s screaming as she shuts the door to her room*

*His cries of pain and terror echoing for all eternity*

-The Photographer: Photo #1: Victim?-

 

Entry 156: Keep Her Eyes Open

Keep her eyes open

Don’t let her blink

Keep her eyes open

Don’t let her sleep

Keep her eyes open

Keep her entertained

If she blinks

You will know

Something wicked will come for your soul

If she sleeps

The world will change

Your death will happen very slowly

If the world changes and you die

Your eternity she will decide

She knows your every memory

She knows your every thought

She knows exactly how to pick you apart

Her eyes open wider than the moon above

She stares at her victims

Motionless, save for turning her head

Following your every step

Don’t bother to go behind

She’ll snap her neck and follow you

Keep her eyes open

With your own misery and pain

Cut yourself, shoot yourself

Do whatever you have to do

Just don’t kill yourself

Or that will mean your eternal doom

If you can keep this up for 3 nights

She’ll stop following you

And await her next victim instead

You’ll know it is all okay

When she smiles wide

Revealing her razor sharp teeth

You’ll then hear the screams

Of her still born baby

Because you see

She needs to feed

In her mind

The baby inside her…

…Is still breathing…

-Keep Her Eyes Open-

Entry 155: The Emotion Room: Subject 1

*Loud Buzzer*

*Woman shoots up*

Are you awake, Subject 1?

Wh-what? My name is Sydney!

Are you awake, Subject 1?

Wh-Where am I?! 

……………………….

Are you awake, Subject 1?

Please answer the question

FUCK YOU! WHO ARE YOU AND WHERE AM I?!

Stress elevation noted

Subject 1 is clearly awake

Today Subject 1 we will begin testing

You are in The Emotion Room

You need do nothing, the testing will begin momentarily…

What?! My…NAME….IS SYDN-AAAAAAH!!!!!!!!

Subject 1 has fallen to her knees

Appears to be experiencing migraines or some kind of mental break

Noted…

Mom?! Why are you covered in red Mom?

N-NO! NONONONONONO! WHY?!

Tell me you didn’t do it again MOM?! 

You were supposed to be okay!

The doctors said…

*crying*

They said you WERE FINE! 

WHY WOULD YOU KILL YOURSELF?!

I-i-if we hurry….maybe we can stop the bleeding!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Subject 1 appears to be fully encompassed in her memories

Notable emotions: Grief & Helplessness.

Yes, 911! Please send someone right NOW!

My-M….MY MOM HAS SLIT HER WRISTS!

I just got back from school and…I DON’T KNOW WHY SHE’D DO THIS?!

I-I’m not sure where Dad is?

Work, I think.

Y-wait, I, I think I hear something.

OMG! WHY?!!!!!!!!!!

My Dad?! He-What’s he doing home?

HE’S DEAD! HIS FUCKING CHEST IS OPEN AND THERE’S BLOOD AN-

YOU FUCKING STAY CALM!

SEND SOMEONE ALREADY!

*Sobbing uncontrollably*

MY WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY IS DEAD! I WON’T STAY CALM!

I have……NO ONE! DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT?!

I-I just can’t do this…NOT ANYMORE! NO! 

I-I’m going to kill myself…

I’ll do it with knife my Mom used to kill my Dad and then herself…

Goodbye…

*Slice*

*Thud*

O-OH MY FUCKING GOD!

I KILLED MYSELF?!

Mom & Dad…WHY?!

WHY WOULD SHE KILL DAD?!

S-

*Has trouble breathing*

She…

She was fine.

Perfectly fine after a year.

I-I don’t understand this

Why would you show me this?

What is this place?

What’s the purpose?!

I feel faint.

*Passes Out*

*Loud Buzzer*

WHAT?! 

Subject 1, you are experiencing the following:

Grief

Confusion

Trauma

PTSD

Helplessness

How do you feel?

How do I feel?

FUCK YOU! THAT’S HOW!

Anger added to list of emotions

Subject 1, why did you choose suicide?

Wouldn’t you?  I had nothing left to live for?

MY ENTIRE FAMILY WAS DEAD!

I went to school that morning and everything was fine…

I don’t understand why

DO YOU KNOW WHY?!

This is about you Subject 1

Why choose death?

It…it was all too much. I couldn’t process it.

I had nothing left to live for.

Noted.

Subject 1 believed they had nothing left to live for

Now playing future that could have been

Subject 1 would have had

A husband in the next 4 years

Inspired and saved 300 lives through speaking about her families tragedy

A baby boy

An eventual Nobel Prize

Lived to be a healthy 120

Deceased peacefully in sleep

Gone to Heaven

Now noting: Fear, Regret, Sorrow, Realization, Terror At Future Eternity

Subject 1, results will be noted.

Emotional Analysis Complete:

Subject 1 felt she had nothing left to live for

Her 17th Birthday started fine

Coming home, she discovers Mom dying

Suicide

Calls 911

Pleads with them

Hears noise

Late spasm from deceased father

Father dead

Hope lost

Suicide by knife

Notable:

Subject 1 had no other living family

Likely would have wound up in foster care

Would have met future husband in system

Subject 1 had no way of knowing future

Suicides typically transfer to lower level facility

Transfer Recommendation:

Hell

-The Emotion Room: Subject 1-

 

 

Entry 154: My Sweet Addiction

The things I do, I do for you

All the love and care

How I tried to build you up when you were down

Only to be ignored the moment he came back into your life

Did it feel good that night when you took your knife

Burying it deep inside?!

Did you love the way the blood flowed as my heart slowly died

Killing me slowly, the entire fucking time?!

I felt every slow stab

Part of me loved it

I am not gonna lie

Every emotional moment, a new twist of the knife

Slowly cutting me up inside

As you happily ended my life

One beautifully placed word at a time!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I know you loved it, I saw it in your eyes

The day I died!

You played so coy and so sweet

Oh, you were the perfect killer really

Acting innocent, playing so kind as can be

You lured me in, building me perfectly again

I knew it then, though I couldn’t stop

You were always going to kill me in the end

My sweet poison, my beautiful addiction

Twisting my every emotion with your words

Playing me like an idiot who just needed to think you cared

I’m sure it was quite beautiful really

I knew the entire time, you were spewing nothing but lies

However, I couldn’t stop

I needed to know you were there

I needed to pretend you cared

Love, the most dangerous emotion of all

I couldn’t stop caring

What is really fucked up, is how you stabbed me slowly

AGAIN AND AGAIN

Shredding me to tiny pieces

Psychologically toying with me

All the time never truly giving a care

I knew it, but why could I not stop then?

Why couldn’t I run away?

I knew you were the death of me and yet still…

Here I was, trying to be there for you…

You were in my very mind

In my soul

I couldn’t get rid of you!

You were the sweetest drug of all

I, an addict!

That’s why, as I died

I looked you in the eyes

Wanting an answer for how one could be

So full of manipulation and deceit?

So charismatic, that they could bring me to stay knowing

They were going to kill me in the end

To still want to care, letting you take the knife to me

A willing sacrifice

Death, no real escape

For after you stabbed me in the heart

Laughing all the way

Every piece of the pain as you picked apart my flesh

Devouring it,

Some part of me still cared

I was still addicted to wanting your love

Even knowing I never had it

So after I died

I came back to get him

Slowly watching him at night

Getting to truly understand the one you used to toy with me

The other puppet in your life

The one worth killing me for

Then when the moment was right

I came to him one night

I recorded every thing…

IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!

The way I chained him to the chair

Then took my own knife

Slowly licking his face

Cutting him to pieces

Oh I stared him in the eyes

The shock on his face when he realized

His death was at the hands of his best friend

The one he was betrayed by in the end

A long dead ghost

Now I slowly picked apart his flesh

Embracing the drops of blood that came from every cut

Letting him bleed!

Tearing him apart slowly!

I made sure everything was so perfect in the end

Making sure he knew how deeply personal this was for me

I killed him VERY FUCKING SLOWLY!

I WATCHED THE LIFE LEAVE FROM HIS EYES!

Then to my surprise

You were already there

Watching the entire time

You were filled with so much glee

The perfect killer having turned me…

Into a monster just like you

Once again, you had won

I was yours to do with what you wanted

Even in death you had won

Manipulating all you come across

You slowly whispered in my ear

You’re eternally mine to do with what I want

Look at the monster I’ve made you become

Be a good pet my dear

Feel the sweet anguish I still bring to you

Take the knife to yourself again and again

Feel me slowly killing you 

Do this eternally my sweet

Die again and again for me

You are my plaything in death as you were in life

Mine to happily toy with eternally

Love,

Your Sweet Addiction

-My Sweet Addiction-