It whispers in my mind
Hautning me all the time
Always wanting me
To join in its depravity
It started so simple
I was a truly good girl
Straight A student you see
Perfect selection for a future scholarship
The brightest of minds
Then one day I heard something
It whispered inside my mind
It touched my soul
It felt so wrong
YET SO COMPLETELY RIGHT!
It told me I should prove myself to it
That I am owned
Nothing more than what it wants me to be
It said I should stay after class
Speak to the teacher that is always secretly eyeing me
That was the first time I truly gave into its will
I teased my teacher
I led him away
All the school cameras saw
Was a poor girl being raped
Well, it saw what it wanted them to see
The lights flickering
I screamed, it was in pleasure
On camera though, it showed pain
The teacher was arrested and locked up
I was sent home, told I’d be given counseling
I went inside my room
I smiled wickedly
That felt good to do
I pleasured myself
Knowing that’s what it wants
Something I’ve never seen
Yet it’s always in my thoughts
Whispering so charismatically
Raping my every thought
I SMILE for it
I wear what it wants me to
I just turned 18, a very good looking young woman
Everything I do
I do to please IT!
I WORSHIP IT!
I’m its perfect love
Tonight, I was told I’d prove my worth to it completely
So, as the cameras will show
Including the one I speak to you through now
That’s exactly what I did!
Shall I describe it?
First I got up, oh about midnight or so
I walked through the halls
Making sure to stop and smile at every camera I passed
It says it pleases it
A real lady does this
A real lady smiles politely
Just before she kills everyone!
Silently I stalk the halls
The first room I see
My fathers study…
Mom and the others are asleep
Daddy is usually awake
Working on the next big thing
He’s an inventor
A bright mind
He truly is one of a kind
He’s the reason we can afford this mansion
So I walk into his study
He turns to me with concern
I act sad, shutting the door
Oh no, daddy’s little girl is sad
Can’t have that!
It’s almost too easy
Wrapping him around my finger
I suppose this is how every Dad is with their daughter
He hugs me
Tell him it will be okay I think
Can he do something for me?
He of course says he’ll do anything
So I ask him to smile
He does, not knowing about the knife I have
The one I’ve had secretly, hiding in my room
My smile widens more and more
Just before I say
Daddy, I love you
I do it teasingly
Feeling myself as I do
My Dad looks a little uneasy
Telling me I should get some sleep
I’m clearly not feeling okay
Trying to pass it off as another problem
To be addressed in counseling
Like some fucked up trauma or something
No Daddy, it’s not right
I’m perfectly fine
I stare at you as your back is to me now
Looking so studious at your desk
I walk up…SLOWLY!
SAVORING EVERY MOMENT!
I whisper into Daddy’s ear
I love you Daddy
Slowly massaging him as I do
Let me do things to you, Mommy won’t do…
My breath his heavy, his heart speeds up
He shoves me back
Tells me no
Says I’m clearly fucked up
I don’t like his tone
Come on Daddy
I’m your daughter, I just want to know your love
He looks disturbed
I’m internally enjoying this mind fuck!
You see there is intense arousal in power
It’s more intoxicating than sex
I eye him up and down
Okay, Daddy, you win
Can I at least get a hug?
I break down into tears instantly
Acting as though I’m having a meltdown
He of course apologizes
Thinking I’m actually just vulnerable
I’m really truly messed up
He comes in and comforts me
I smile before whispering into his ear
Oh Daddy, I love you…
I kiss him slowly on the lips
As I drive a knife into his chest
Blood is flowing, I feel great
Poor Daddy wasn’t expecting this
He was the problem though
It’d have been better if he’d just fucked me!
These are some of the things it tells me
So as he slowly bleeds out
I set him in his chair
I get on top and force him to watch
His sweet daughter, riding him
Forcing him to do what he didn’t want
Smiling, bathing in his blood
I tell him, Daddy, you’re so good
No wonder Mother fucks you!
I wonder if I can get you to release
Before the expiration date hits…
On your life?
If we want, the world will see…
Footage of Daddy being a sick man
Betraying his own wife
Fucking his daughter
Forcing her to kill him with a knife
We won’t though, this is what it wants people to see
As they watch this, it expands its reach
Gaining new minds to toy with
Oh would you look at that…
You did release for me!
Thankfully though, you’ll die knowing…
I made you do what I wanted you to
Then I took the knife, gouged out both his eyes
His would be screams
Drowned out by choking
His own blood
Drowning out what little life was left
I got off of him, looked into the camera
Smiling my best
That’s what a proper lady would do!
His blood still warm on my body
I leave the room
I soon head to Mommy’s room
Opening the door slowly
Mommy I say, looking so vulnerable
D-DADDY! HE TRIED TO KILL ME!
I HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF!
Mommy shot up with a shock
Not sure what was happening
HE JUST LOST IT MOMMY!
She looked at me, saw the trauma in my eyes
The way I shook
It was the perfect act as she ran past me
Checking on my little sister first
This would be perfect
As she turned back around
I now stood, smiling, like a lady
Taking my knife and driving it into her right eye
I turned on the light to the bedroom
Soon smiling at my sister, only 13
Before pulling out the knife from my convulsing Mommy!
I carved a smile into her face and smiled at sister too
She was in shock
I was creating art
That’s what artists do…
Ironically, that’s what I always wanted to do…
Oh would I too!
Little sister tried to run
I couldn’t have that so I caught her and smashed her head
Straight through the mirror across from her bed
Knocking her, up a bit…she’d live
I wasn’t through with Mommy yet…
So I went to my room, got some rope
Little things I used for art, my camera too
Came back, tied sis up
Made sure she was face down
Then, I went back to fucking Mommy up!
I took a hammer and smashed both her knee caps
That got her to scream!
It was a TRULY BEAUTIFUL THING!
Her screams were pure ecstasy!
I soon took the rest of the rope, tied her to the bed post
Making sure it was super tight, so she would die, nice and slowly…
I may have sped things up, in the interests of art
Cutting open her chest and ripping out her heart!
Just before I did though, I told her all about how I fucked Daddy!
My sister woke up, terrified as ever
I put the heart in front of her face
Telling her to eat it…
She said no at first…
But I can be persuasive…
I took my blood soaked knife and slowly pressed it between her thighs
Whispering into her ears…
How’d you like to lose your virginity?
Tears streamed down her face
I licked them off slowly
She took a bite
I smiled and told her lick it up
Crying the entire time
So I laughed, grabbing her phone
Screaming that they needed to send someone immediately
Then I hung up
Took my camera, and took some photos for fun
Memories you know…or some shit like that…
Then I debated taking my knife and raping my shivering sister with it
But, where is the fun in that?
I want her to live…to be traumatized for life
I want her to keep asking why?
Eventually survivors guilt will set in
She’ll have PTSD
I’ve fucked you up in so many ways
I say with glee!
You’ll spend your entire life…suffering psychologically!
Then I left, headed for Shadow Creek
Taking only my camera and a small hand held one too
To record this confession…because it tells me too!
It says it has a special gift
Just for me
I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE WHAT THAT WILL BE!!!!!!
-Shadow Creek: Video 2-