Entry 384: The Voice At The End

I can hear their footsteps

As the rain pours outside

I stand alone in a telephone booth

Shadows surround me,

In them, I feel eyes…

The phone rings

I pick up

On the other line

Is a mysterious voice,

Telling me I’ll soon die…

I feel terror

As the voices cry

I’m so alone

I’m not sure anyone else is alive…

There’s a loud rasping

The rain pours harder now

I’m terrified for my life!

I see a flower

Slowly wilt & die

What little light is left

Begins to fade

In the darkness, I beg

I cry for my life

In the pouring rain

I feel terrified!

I ask for another chance at life!

With a cold echo

I hear the voice on the other line

It says

You are the last to die

Alone in the darkness

The final soul in a world

Destined for demise

I bang on the phone

I scream! I CRY!

I hear them slowly getting closer

I try to lock myself inside…

Soon the lights go out

There is a silence as the line goes dead

I hear them & I know

…I’m about to die…

-The Voice At The End-



Entry 383: The Church On MayBar Lane

There sits a church

On MayBar Lane

Which holds an evil to this day

It smiles when you aren’t looking

It feels all safe & warm

It assures you of this with your religion

Hiding its true form…

In this place sits a council of many souls

People worshipping a God,

They don’t see the places true intent

They don’t hear the screams of their young

That those who promised to help in faith

Are secretly Devils,

Grinning at these souls mistakes!

So it is

Year after year

They are conditioned in this way

So it is victims are abused

Never to tell the truths of the place…

There sits a church on MayBar Lane

In it sits an evil

That smiles at the devoted’s face

Blind are the ones who worship here

In some way all are victims

In time…

…They all disappear…

Sacrificing their souls to the Church

Complicit in their oblivious ways


A pact is made…

To assure silence

To assure ascension to God!

Secrets of the past will forever be buried

…In the grave…

-The Church On MayBar Lane-

Entry 382: The Walls Tell All

Every night I awake

Making the same conversation

It always ends the same

The walls see all there is

Weaving tales about their ends…

They tell me of Dan

Who once owned this place

They tell me of his financial failures

How he ended everything

They speak of Mary

Full of sin

The religious didn’t approve of all her fornication

They spoke of how they burned her alive

Telling her to repent of her sins

Then ending her life

Johnathan was an artist

Who never quite got his break

Until the day he died anyways

Lenny was a gambling man

His debts eventually caught up with him

They laughed as they said

Lenny “drowned” in his debts in the end…

These stories are quite nice

I sleep to them

Each and every night

There are more…

All of them grim

The walls even speak of someone buried in them

These stories keep me warm

Helping me sleep peacefully

Again & again…

-The Walls Tell All-

Entry 381: Dear Daughter









I see the memories

I have no control

I turn & run

Something lurks inside

How do you escape the walls?

The prison which resides in your own mind?

My daughter is all I have

She is all I want

As her Mother

I will NOT…give her up…

The walls of skin…

The halls of death

I’ll walk through them,

Standing on the precipice of my own end

I can hear Deaths calling…

Dear daughter,

I love you with all my soul

Please keep running

Don’t lose yourself…

…Don’t lose control…

This place is dark

The blood runs thick

The memories are there…

The ones I can never forget…


As I sit on my knees

Everything in my body

Wants to give up on itself

As I point the gun into the abyss

The darkened halls call out…

I pull the trigger into the darkness that lives

I see only Death & madness within…

…Hope is almost non existent…

Dear Daughter,

I pull the trigger again

I hear a chiming

The floor slowly consumes me…

I hear them…

I hear it

I know soon

Shall come the end…

Her face looks like glass

She has no eyes

She hears all

She feeds upon life…

*Vomits Blood*

Just before I let this place take my soul

I want you to know

I will find you my sweet daughter

I will hold you once again,

As I put the gun to my head

Please know…

There is still hope for you


…Keep running…


-Dear Daughter-


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Entry 380: Dig…

I look at you

I feel relief

You’re a dead soul

You’re hate has been ended…

So it is as I stare at your corpse

I say,

Consider this our DIVORCE!


For the sound the shovel makes

Each time I take some dirt

Slowly dumping it on your grave…


For every time you smacked my ass

No matter how many times I told you I didn’t like that…


For all the times you forced me on your lap

At all the events you’d take me too…

You called me your property,


All the other holes are for those who laughed

I’ll get to them

…Soon enough…


For the time you took me to bed,

Using me, despite the fact I said no in the end…


For the way you’d make me watch

As you did horrible things to me…

The way you recorded us in bed…

Me too ashamed, to stop you

Unable to fight back

One piece of the puzzle

That led us to this…


For the way you used money to keep me in the Hell I lived…

No matter what I did or said,


They simply, forgot my claims…

No worries,

I’ve got them all

I’ll finish torturing them soon enough…


For the tears I’ve cried

The way you abused me as your trophy

Caring less about my being your wife…


For those who never believed me

No matter how much proof I had…

Dig for the bodies that’ll soon be in holes too

The reporters & judges who burned the evidence I had on you…


For the police who came to our home…

Tore apart the place

Taking all the copies of all you had done wrong

Taking me to their station & having their way with me soon after…

*Slight laughter*


For the look on your face when I finally had enough

Smashing you with a bat to the face…


For the way I tied you up,

Forcing you to make love…

Not so fun when you don’t want it


Then again, maybe it was the bat

I rightfully SHOVED UP YOUR ASS!



For the way you looked as I pulled out the saw

Putting it to your head

…Well…one of them…


For the screams that rang out

How stupid you were

Giving me time,

Leaving me alone for a month…

Having your way,

Cheating as you always did…

While you fornicated with those other women

I began the soundproofing…

No one was going to hear

The end of your hatred!

DIG! DIG! DIG!!!!!!!

For the screams that came from you

As I sawed off your dick,

Soon after cauterizing the wound,

Before feeding it to you…


As you choked & you gagged

Your once proud manhood

Slowly killing you…


As you cried & you begged

Slowly I burned you again & again…


For how you spit venom with words

Claiming you had a meeting tomorrow

They’d find you & I’d be dead…


For the fact that they’ll all soon be dead

…I assure you of that…

I’ll bury them next!




For the burns I put into your skin

For the longest night of fun I’ve ever had…

Your death was slow,

I didn’t let you choke completely at first

No, I wanted you to know

The pain you gave

More pleasure for me

Before you entered your grave…


For the sadness in your eyes

As you realized your dear old wife

Finally snapped…

That soon you’d DIE!

*Hysterical Laughter*

I think it became obvious

Just before I took out your eyes!


For the pain you felt

As I began to pour acid into every cut…


The sound I make on top of your grave

As I pat in the final dirt over you…

You a body choked dead

On his once proud

Symbol of “manliness”…

I’m not entirely sure what ultimately killed you…

The pain,

Your dick,

Perhaps it was the ants I poured down your throat

Maybe it was the bat that so happily

Went up your ass!



Especially now, that you lie in a grave…


…For the others I need to bury…

As well as those who I must torture yet…

No worries,

I’ll tell them you send your regards

…As I bury them…


Entry 379: Things Heard In The Static #7: Mother Janet

*Low looping laughter*

Mother Janet make me bleed today

Mother Janet punish me…

Twist & contort my body & mind

I want to feel the bones snapping

It is my time…

Mother Janet cut my flesh

Mother Janet release my stress…

Punish me for my sins

Rape me till I can no longer walk

Sate me with that wicked tongue

I want to feel you underneath my skin

I want to know you in infinite agony…

Mother Janet take my soul

Mother Janet shred my resolve

Take the spikes

Push the pain

Pierce the flesh


I want to taste the blood of my death

Rue every second with pained regret

Mother Janet keep my soul

Mother Janet kill me forever more…

*Screams of agony*

-Things Heard In The Static #7: Mother Janet-

Entry 378: I’m Lost

I’m lost

It doesn’t make any sense

I walked a path

Came to a dead end

It was here a Dog sat

He began talking

He said…

I must go West.

I thought at the time

It must be a dream

A talking dog,

Is an absurd sort of thing!

Then I pinched myself

I did not wake

So I headed West

Only to find a cat waiting

The cat did not speak

It did however scream!

The scream sounded

…Quite human…

I am lost

It makes no sense

The screaming cat

Screams with no end

Everything else around me

Is pure white

The trees

They shine bright

Unsure, of where to go next

I went on,

Heading West

On & on I continued to walk

Till eventually

I stood in front of the talking dog

He suggested

I kill the screaming cat

After that

I’d have the way forward…

He claimed he was sure of that.

So I  headed West

Arriving at the cat

Next to it

Now sat a bat

I picked it up

Still lost

It was then,

I gave the cat


Blood poured

The screams grew

As I kept beating the cat

The sounds soon withdrew

The very last thing

That came from its mouth


I set the bat down & moved North

Not a word to the cat…

The world grew darker

The trees seemed to form an almost green hue

The world around me

Seemed to grow dark too

The wind picked up

The road filled with dirt

Save for the blood from the cat

Which continued to move forward.

It wasn’t long before I arrived at a place

The Dog was there

He said…

Go straight.

I did as he said

Unsure of what would happen next

The world a haze

A house soon stood before me

Walking to the door

I knocked to no avail

No one would come

…No one…

Stepping inside

I found a knife

A note attached simply read…


So I headed on straight

The stairs seemed long

I could hear a sound

A door at the top

Sat open…

Stepping inside

A man now stood

A gun to my face

He asked me to leave!

I asked him,

Why did you not answer the door?

He put the gun to my head

Promising if I said another word


Pull the trigger…

The knife moved forward

As did I

The gun went off once

Before fell the guy…

Through choked blood

A knife now in his chest

He asked…


I told him

…Self defense…

The look on his face

Suggested I was insane

I didn’t agree

I was lost


…It didn’t make sense…

A door now standing before me

The world grew a bit red

I opened it

A blinding light at first

Then, a bed

The dog sat at the end of two sets of feet

A woman stood there

Clutching a kid…

Tears strolling down her eyes

I didn’t understand

I told her

I’m lost, can you help me?

The woman reached for a phone

The dog said

You must kill her soon

I felt a strange urge


Found the gun from the man

Mysteriously in my hands…

The woman said she needed help

I shot her in the face

Internally I could sense a voice

It said…

…To kill is the only way out of this place…

The sound of sirens grew louder

Their lights growing bright

The world around me shifted

Something didn’t feel right

I felt the gun taken

The dog grew a smile

It was a dark one

Laughing, he said

Well done, child…

The dog faded

As I grew more awake

I was surrounded by cops

The little girl was being pulled away

Tears drenching her face

The cops were putting me in handcuffs

Dragging me away…

Now here they sit,

Staring at my face

I, a child

They looked confused

I, felt dazed…

Why would a child, do this?

Why did you kill them?

The question seemed to run out in shock

To this I could only think of one thing…

I’m lost…


…It doesn’t make sense…

-I’m Lost-