Entry 208: I Like To Play With My Food First

I love it when they swoon

Claim to give me everything I want

I like to ignore them sometimes

Drive them a little crazy at first…

Really make them want me

Till the time is right

You see they’re all deserving

Of their suffering!

Scott I toyed with at first

Asking to prove his love true

Driving him away from his wife

Spending his nights with me instead

He begged for my body in the end!

It was truly beautiful

The moment he lost his mind

Wishing to make love to me!

Inside…

I slowly relished…

Toying with his mind!

You see, I told him he needed to do one thing first

He needed to kill his wife

…In front of me…

So he brought me home

Tied her up real nice

Waiting for my order

I told him to carve her up slowly

…Use a knife…

She begged,

Screamed!

She asked why?!

Living in the middle of nowhere

I thought it was quite nice!

No one heard his wife’s screams

No one saw the beautiful art he made for me

As he cut away at her body

Licking her as he did

We tasted her blood together

We did this…

…Constantly…

CUT!

The blood ran slow…

SLICE!

MMMMMmmmm….

…How perfectly wonderful…

TEAR!

She begged for mercy

I whispered for him to continue more slowly this time

He of course…

…Complied…

Eventually, we cut out the baby,

Put it in the oven and let it cook

At nights end…

We ate baby, first!

His wife’s body we saved most of,

Taking her head and re-purposing it for later…

What was left of her body,

Hanging…within my home…

A trophy to me

Just before I had sex with him!

I killed him obviously

Ate of his flesh

Soon feeding upon his soul

Ulitmately…

Rick, had no other

Instead he simply swore himself to me at first sight

Conveying his feelings of hate for everyone else

I told him prove himself…

Shoot up his work place

The next day, he did it!

I pleasured myself!

As I watch the body count rising!

Another dead group of idiots

He turned to me, wanting sex

We fucked upon the bodies of the dead

I took his soul as well

The Black Winter PD coming in time to kill him

…Ultimately…

None of them could see me of course

A monster, lurking, invisibly…

Feeding on my victims souls

…Before I eat…

-I Like To Play With My Food First-

Entry 207: A New Meal

*Twitching*

I love it when it’s dinner

I need to see them eat

Plumping themselves up

For their inevitable Deaths

They know not that I watch them

Slowly licking my lips…

Biding the time for my reveal

The time when I destroy them from within!

Mother dearest was so sweet

Till I started preying on her mind

Unbeknowest to her husband

She’s got another man on the side

The husband, I sometimes come to at night

He thinks me a dream

So he thinks nothing of the fact we fuck!

Never knowing I’m already planting the seeds,

Prepping him for the the ultimate…

…Sacrifice to me…

Their daughter, a girl just turned 18

I’ve gotten her hooked on drugs

All because she wanted to impress this guy,

She claims is dreamy!

I laugh here, as I slowly manipulate them…

They were a happy family but…

…Soon the truth will come out…

In fact it’ll be tonight…

When it does,

I’m going to relish it!

First Dad will realize the whore his wife is

Daughter, will take her last dose

The wife will be beaten bloody

Her man, ultimately ending her life

Carrying out the sentence

…At the end of a noose…

From the 5th floor she’ll fly

I’ll make sure her neck doesn’t snap

A drug induced trip

Leading to the daughter seeing her mother

Still gasping for air

Choking to death

No hope will be there

She will freak out

Trying to run, screaming…

Out of the house

Father will give chase

His intentions quite dark

However, he won’t know…

Daughter is now packing!

A lovely gift from her new found love

She’ll blow Dad’s head off

Losing it herself…

Eventually turning the gun on herself

Her body will twitch continuously…

Life will not let her end,

Death will shun her away,

She will be resigned to an Asylum

Where the orderly will have her

…His way…

Then, when all is done

The property sold

A new family will move in

A new group of minds for which to feed

A new bunch of smiling souls…

-A New Meal-

Entry 206: My Confession

Do you feel that presence?

Can you hear them whisper within your mind?

Slowly bring Death & decay

Slowly tearing you apart?

They say so many things in whispers?

You are not safe

The world is a dangerous place

Trust no one!

A few things come to this thing

They bring about a disease that tears you apart

Cutting you away

A sly knife in hand

Words of your own mind their weapon

Bringing about your reckoning!

THE DEAD THEY WHISPER ALONG!

YOUR SUFFERING IS ABSOLUTE!

YOU WILL NOT KNOW PEACE!

THEY TAKE YOU!

MERELY POSSESSED!

WHISPERING YOUR FUTURE DESPAIR!

REMINDING YOU THAT EVERYONE IS THE ENEMY!

That’s why I killed my my child!

That’s why I cut my family to shreds!

THAT’S WHY I TOOK A CHAINSAW TO THEIR FACES!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

LAUGHING MANIACALLY AS I DID!

YOU SHOULD HAVE FELT THEIR GUTS IN MY HAND!

THAT WARM BLOOD!

IT FELT FUCKING GOOD!!!!!

I know what you’re thinking right now…

Crazy he is!

I’d argue I see the truth!

I HEAR THEM WHISPERING CONSTANTLY!

It’s why I killed so many before…

The way little neighbor boy Charlie cried

The night his mother died,

An axe in hand

The weapon of my choosing!

You see…

He pissed himself

Terrified!

Meanwhile I opened up his mother

SMILING THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME!

Why did I do it you say?

The same reason I killed Charlie next

Sawing off his limbs…

Burning his wounds to stop the bleeding…

Then covering him in honey

The ants coming next…

It wasn’t long before his end!

I DID IT BECAUSE THEY SAID TO!!!!!

THEY KNOW ALL!

I’M NOT CRAZY!

I HEAR THEM TALKING NOW!

YOU’RE THE FOOLS WHO CAN’T HEAR THEM!

IDIOTS WHO SEE NOT THE TRUTH!

THEY WILL KILL YOU SOON TOO!

So if you wish…

Judge away…

Execute me…

DO YOUR FUCKING WORST!

I HAVE NO REGRETS!

THEY’RE DEAD!

The truth told…

-My Confession-

Entry 205: No More Suffering

Tap Tap…Tap Tap…

I hear it again

Night after night

It’s the same thing

I awake, to that sound

Something I’ve learned to regret

For many years now

It comes every night

Never giving me quiet

I go and check the door

No one is there

Same as before

Tap tap…tap tap…

There it goes again

A reminder of the darkest of my sins

For Tap tap…tap tap…

That was the sound

That came to my door

The first night

After she’d drowned

I told my Mother

Not to go out to the lake

I wasn’t paying enough attention

When she walked to her fate

I’M SORRY MOM!

I scream night after night

She was out of her mind

Needed to be cared for

Yet, I only cared about

My privacy

Seeing her as a burden

Till, it was too late

She won’t stop knocking

Reminding me

Of her ill fate

How do I know it’s her you ask?

After the tapping at my door

I hear her drowning

Same as that night

A not so friendly reminder

Of my mother’s fate

Tonight though that sound will be replace

Click…

…BANG…

-No More Suffering-

Entry 204: Ticking…Ticking…

Ticking…ticking

I hear it again and again

What the hell is this madness?

When will it end?

Ticking…ticking…

There it goes again!

FUCKING SHUT UP ALREADY!

I’M TIRED OF YOU, DAMMIT!

Ticking…ticking…

I’ve just realized it isn’t an outward sound

Ticking…ticking…

Internally it confounds!

I think it’s coming from within my head

I feel them shifting…

INSIDE OF ME!

They wriggle, they writhe…

They must be coming to life…

Squirming and moving…

I’m starting to lose my mind!

The ticking must be an auditory hallucination

As the bugs hatch & slowly feed away…

Ticking…ticking…

I can feel them…

INSIDE MY BRAIN!

-Ticking…Ticking…-

Entry 203: Echo: My Eternal Song

Reality shifted around me again

I realize now, I can do nothing…

My memories are lost

I’m not even sure where I am

It’s become quite clear though…

This is my eternal end

I’m not sure what I did to deserve this

But, this place shifts at will

It’s quite apparent

This is now my reality…

I’ve recorded this

My final log

To let anyone who should turn up here know…

If you’re here

Abandon all hope…

I’ve begun to realize one thing for sure…

The other me’s that keep dying

They are pieces of my reality

I’ve died again and again

It’s this place

The Quiet has me

There is no escape…

My suffering eternal

I’ll never understand why

Always damned

To My Eternal Song…

…Suicide…

-Echo: My Eternal Song-

Entry 202: Echo: He Smiles At Me

I’ve awoken

I don’t remember much

Blood everywhere

My pain

Misery

Overtaking

What is the whispering?

I don’t understand

How am I…

Wherever I am?

The Quiet

A phrase rings through my mind

Suddenly I feel terrified

I remember nothing else

Except repeatedly cutting myself…

Is that how it went?

I’m not even sure I know anything

I sense The Quiet

It’s unsettling to say the least

Internally I can hear myself say

You are trapped here…

Eternally

Is this true?

Hearing a noise I walk out the room

SPLAT! SPLAT! SPLAT!

I turn to see myself being beaten

By a bat

Turning to look at me

It is myself again

A twisted version

Grinning with delight

Suddenly he sprints at me

Laughing maniacally!

I run but everywhere

I am there

Different me’s

All smiling at me

One stabs himself in the eye

With a pick

STAB! STAB! STAB!

Again and again…

Another shoots himself in the head

No matter how fast I run

He reappears

Doing it again…

I reach another room

Slamming the door shut

I can hear me with a bat

BANGING!

Turning around

In the dimly lit room

I see me smiling

Again

This smile has a madness

In it’s eyes

It steps off the chair

I hear the gurgles of death

Still, even upon eventual end…

He smiles at me

-Echo: He Smiles At Me-