Emptiness is a powerful thing
A lot like nothing when all is gone
Emptiness is what I feel
If I do not kill
The blood sprayed when I drop the hammer on a head!
The life leaving the eyes when I stab
The way they squirm when hanging from the noose…
I feel alive as I kill!
During the day
While I roam online
Stuck in the most mundane day job…
As I watch the stupidity of other souls…
I feel emptiness.
An emptiness most powerful you see
For ridding myself of this emptiness…
That’s my motive for killing!
If I did not feel so empty inside
If I did not feel so without life
There would be no need to kill to feel alive…
So, when the court asks me
How is it, I can be so happy about those I kill
How can I strap someone to a table
Pull out their teeth
Slowly saw off their tongue
Do all I can to keep the swelling down
So I’ll have time to take the finger nails next
Looking them in the eyes as they scream
The terror practically able to be smelled from their sweat
I will tell you something right now…
I FEEL ALIVE!!!!!!
I LOVE WATCHING THEM CRY!
The way they can be so hateful in their everyday lives
Then act so innocent as they cry!
How many times in their day they can treat the rest of the world
Like a speck of shit upon the ground
When judgement faces them
Just before they are to die,
While they scream, cry, BEG for mercy!
Oh…I have a family they say!
OH MY GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND WILL MISS ME!!!!
I don’t deserve this!
I won’t tell anyone if you let me go!
All the same horseshit
Till I tell them, I already know…
I’ve seen the shit they do during the day
The way they treat their fellow man
They do not appreciate life
They do not deserve it
So, it is they who get to die today
They who I shall slowly torture!
They don’t appreciate life
They will not need to worry about it…
It is they who will fill the hole in my soul
They who will make me feel most ALIVE!
That is how & why I do what I do
Such is the easiest answer I could give you.
To the families of the deceased
I simply say thank you
Thank you for raising the rotten shits!
That did not deserve life!
Thank you for raising the souls
That would die to make me feel most alive!
Given the chance I would most certainly burn Stanley alive!
Megan would definitely drown in sewage a billion times were I able to do so…
John would still be covered in honey & left to be eaten alive
Janice would definetely be slowly taken sawed apart
Piece by piece…
Dan would most certainly hang from the church Belfry
He should not have harmed the innocent children who trusted him!
I could go on & on about those I’ve killed
I will not apologize for having taken pleasure in their ends…
I felt most alive while killing them…
If you wish to blame them
If you wish to blame I…
I honestly don’t care
I’d kill again
Just to destroy that feeling I hold right now…