Entry 183: The Emotion Room: Subjects 2 & 3

*PA comes to life*

Subject 2…

Please state your name

Where am I?

Subject 2…name, please

My head…

Carly…my name is Carly

Thank you, the test will begin momentarily…

Huh?

What tes-

*Loud Ringing*

AAAAAH!!!!!!!!!

It needs to end! I NEED TO END IT ALL!!!!!!!

I can’t carry this grief

There is nothing left for me

Only pain and sorrow

That stupid fucking bitch!

I’ll end it all with this

A simple rope, yes…

I’ll end it all with a snap or a choke…

__________________

Subject 3…state your name… 

Wha? How…who are you?

Where am I?

Subject 3, name?

Greg…my name is Greg.

Wh-

Testing of Subject 3 will begin momentarily

My head!!!!! What’s that ringing?!

Carly, why are you so sad?

What is happening?

Where is all this coming from?!

……..

When I think of you Greg…

I cut myself…

Look at all the blood

That’s what you inspire in me….

*Smiling*

________________

Subject 2…did you commit suicide?

I-I’m not sure…perhaps?

W-

Test resuming

*You have 1 Voice Mail*

Hey Greg, it’s Emily. 

I have the files you needed

They’ll be at the office, as will I

I’m a workaholic, but…anyways…

Talk soon.

*Message Deleted*

Carly, who was that?

Why are you in my phone?

………..

________________

Subject 3, did you cheat on your wife?

What?! Wha-

Testing recommencing

Greg, took you long enough to get here

Sorry about that Emily.

Glad you called again.

Carly heard your voice mail

I think she believes you’re my secret girlfriend haha!

She deleted the message…

Said everything was fine,

Handed me my phone and went to bed.

No worries Greg, I hope everything is okay

_____________________

Subject 2, did you commit suicide?

I-I think I did…

I’m pretty sure my husband was cheating on me

I got depressed

I-I GOT SICK OF HIS LYING!

Testing recommencing

*Falling*

*Choking*

*Door Opens*

OMG! CARLY! NOOOOOOO!!!!!

*Saws off rope with knife*

*Coughing*

WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS?!

TALK TO ME EMILY!

I don’t want to live with a lie…

IS THIS ABOUT GREG?!

NO! YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO THAT!

Come on…we are going to my place.

Thank you Anna…I’m sorry

*Cries*

It’s okay

________________

Subject 3…Did you cheat on your wife?

……..

Testing resuming

Hey Emily…got the files?

Of course handsome

How’s your wife?

Won’t be long now and she’ll commit suicide

The files you have

The diaries of my suicidal wife

It’ll get us off easily

The press will think these were hers…

Then you and I can finally be together proper.

That’s what I like to hear

What was that?!

A memory

He…hehe…HEHeHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!

Your damn right I cheated on her!

FUCKING BITCH ALWAYS HELD ME BACK!

I remember it so clearly now!

I took many women to bed during our time together

She never noticed before

I never gave a shit about her

I just used her for the money!

That, and she was easy to manipulate

I loved the power I had over her

__________________

Subject 2…did you commit suicide?

I…

Testing resuming

*Door opens again*

Honey, I-WHAT?!

She’s coming with me Greg…

No…she isn’t…

She’s suicidal, but I think you knew that.

Why would you leave her here alone Greg?

I guess that’s ruined then…

BANG!

HOLY SHIT!

I DIDN’T COMMIT SUICIDE?!

No…I remember wanting to go with Anna

She’s my best friend…

After she saved me…I felt a sense of hope

Greg came in…

There was confusion…

He…he wanted me DEAD?!

He shot me in the head…

*Collapses Crying*

_______________

CARLY?!

AAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!

*Lunges forward*

EAGHHHH…

*Stumbles and falls to the ground*

*Drops gun*

W…Why?

I-I was so close…

Stupid…bitch…

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

The best friend did it then?!

I’m dead because that…

Haha!

THAT STUPID CUNT!

We’re dead…that’s why we’re here…

So, what now?

Emotions evaluated:

Subject 3 is a manipulative sociopath

He feigns emotion…

He is a murderer

Recommendation:

Extradition to lowest level of facility

_________________________

Subject 2

Emotional Analysis:

Depression caused by manipulation

Did attempt suicide

However…

After initial save by best friend

It’s clear she didn’t want to die

She made a mistake

Recommendation:

Recycle

Evaluation of both subjects complete

Judgments passed

End of Evaluation

-The Emotion Room: Subjects 2 & 3-

 

 

 

 

 

Entry 182: The Book

There is a place deep inside your mind

A place you can go

For a very specific kind of find

An old room

No one is quite sure in what place

Just a desk, a chair

A single book sit in here

If you ever find yourself here

Try to wake yourself up

Don’t listen to anything the voices say

This is one case where reading

Will lead to your death…

You will want to read

It will be as though you must see

What lies within this book

However,

Simply don’t

If you do

Not another soul will ever

See or hear from you

The book will consume you

Steal your soul

There will be no hope for you

Only eternal torture

A kind that changes

Shifts with your mind

This book will take your imagination

Steal your fears

Creating a story only it could ever write

One ever shifting and ever changing

One that will constantly toy with your soul

Trapped inside the madness

You will cry

Asking yourself why?

Why didn’t you heed the warning

Or

In this case…

Why did you read this warning?

I mean, you got here

Saw what you wished to see

On my cover

What was it this time?

Suicide

By: Your dearly departed mother

The fact you’re reading this

Means…

It’s too late

You’ve read from me

…You’ve sealed your own fate…

-The Book-

Entry 181: Letters Of My Crimes

Dear Mary,

I ask you a question

Did you ever…

Make it to heaven?

I remember the way

You’d scorn me each day

Telling me about God

How he didn’t like me

You always said,

He’d make sure I’d die

Send me to Hell

You never gave a real reason why

I’m quite sure you were just jealous

Of my looks

The way the guys would swoon over me

While you read…

The good book…

Your boyfriend, barely paying attention to you

Constantly undressing me

In his own mind

Every chance he could

I don’t blame you for hating me really

You’d always say

I wish you were dead

You said I’d burn

Flesh melted from my face

I’d go straight to Hell

For my sinner ways

So…

I did what anyone would do

I took the kerosene

Poured it over you as you slept

Lit you up

Watched you scream

It was a delight

Ironic really

I just watched you flail and cry

Clearly shocked

Wondering how and why?

I looked you in the face

Laughing, I asked

Now who’s burning?

___________________

Dear Jackson,

Did it feel good

I’ll admit, you were a pleasure

The 2nd time the most

Captain of the football team

Taking all you want

Thought you could have anyone

That’s what you said

Did it feel good

To get the entire football team involved

Passing me around

Like…what was it you called me…

Stupid bitch?!

Telling me to taste your dick?

Well…

I can be forceful too

I made a tape, just for you

Your innocent girlfriend

The one you ignored…

Her burning flesh

I’m quite happy with what I did

I have no doubt…

You’ll go to Hell for what you did…

Did she ever see

That side of you?

Did she know

You were a rapist, a cheat?

You weren’t as religious as you claimed to be?

I came to your door

Claimed I wanted you again

Just you…this time

We made out,

Then…

I tied you down

Made you watch your girlfriends death

Grabbed the chainsaw from my bag

Started with your dick

Cutting away

Quite slowly

It was a sight

Quite unholy

Your screams

My ecstasy

Your blood

Washing over me

It was perfect

I was baptized…

The blood of evil

Bathed me

It was a true pleasure

A lovely time

I leave behind only…

-Letters Of My Crimes-