Hello my friend
I speak in your mind
I’ll take you
Like I did your friend
I’ll take you
Like I’ll soon all those you love
Strap right in
It’s going to be a FUCKING BEAUTIFUL LIFE!
Did you hear her cries
Just before she died?
Do you hear them every night?
You could have been there for her
Instead she is mine
Her death a side effect
I like to call her
Nightmares twisting your sanity
Everyone hates you anyways
I speak in truths
You say I lie
You try not to trust these thoughts in your mind
Yet here I am
Kissing you from within
Eventually driving you to insanity or suicide!
I’ll tear you apart…
IT FEELS GOOD TO WATCH YOU MENTALLY DECAY!
FUCK YOU BITCH! YOU’RE MINE SOON ANYWAYS!
Night after night…you whisper to me
Time and time again, you prey upon my mind
I won’t let you take me or anyone else this time
You see, because that’s the thing
I FUCKING WATCHED TOO MANY DIE TO THIS!
So you think you are going to win
You had best think again
My mind won’t decay
It’s been through so much shit
It is a special kind of fucked up anyways
I’ll have bad days
Things will get bleak
I will never believe the lies you tell me
I’m not going to die
I’ll fight you to the end
Depression, you are a sick and twisted bitch
Too bad for you…
I’M MORE TWISTED!
I’m sick of the hate
The sadness for no reason
The isolation you make me feel
The way you try to lie
Turning those I love against me
Pushing me to lock myself away
WELL FUCKING GUESS WHAT?!
I’M NOT DYING THAT FUCKING WAY!
You think you have seen twisted
Here’s the thing,
I’ve only just begun
The mind is my own weapon
I will take you, kill you in every way
You will come back
I will do it again
In the end…
I WILL FUCKING WRECK YOU!
I’ll happily tear you apart piece by piece
You couldn’t have my sanity
It was never there to begin with
You are mine to torment
Living inside my mind
You’ll soon be crawling
BEGGING TO LEAVE!
Big talk, but I know you and your mind
I’ll win this battle in due time
Remember all the death you’ve seen
Remember all the friends and family no longer here
REMEMBER THE DEEPEST SADNESS YOU FEEL
That pretty young thing
She’s no longer with us
Remember the noose
Remember how she hung
A lifeless body
Just there to see
A waste of life
Go ahead and cry…
I can go deeper…
Is there something you’ve blocked out?
If there is,
I think you already suspect
Trust me, I will find it
I will use it to break you
Once and for all
You will be done
Your life forfeit
You won’t care to go on
I will numb your emotions
I will make you hated by your best friend
Your loved ones
ALL WILL BE MINE!
Piece by piece your soul will die
I will watch you cry
It will be such a wonderful time
Eventually all break,
Eventually…you will commit suicide!
That job, consider it gone
Your dreams, nothing
Your hopes, they are no more
IT WILL BE MINE!
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
I’LL TEAR YOU APART!
I KNOW HOW, BETTER THAN ANYONE!
Meticulously turning everything you use against me
Then flipping it on its head
With my own brand of insanity!
They don’t hate me
You are a lie
I WILL NEVER FUCKING COMMIT SUICIDE!
That’s the thing depression
You’ve taken one too many
I can’t end that way and you won’t…
TAKE ANYONE ELSE FROM ME!
What’s that?/YOUR FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!!!!!
Who’s there?/BEST START RUNNING!
I’m sorry…/TOO LATE FOR THAT!
Mentally destroying you!
Tearing you to pieces
I feel so alive!
Death by all manner and means!
You’re going to fucking run from me!
Oh, you think you will jump to someone else?
You’re trapped in your own fucking hell!
I’ll tear you apart with all sorts of things!
I’M FUCKING SICK OF YOU DEPRESSION!
While I have fun, RIPPING OUT YOUR GUTS!
TIME AND AGAIN!
WE’RE GOING TO HAVE ALL KINDS OF FUN!!!!
When you try to tear someone else apart
I’ll be there, whispering to you
Reminding you of all the horrible things I’m going to do to you!
Chainsaws, torture, burning you alive
Inside my mind, I can do anything to you!
SO SHUT THE FUCK UP, TIME TO DIE!
Every time you come back to life
I’ll end you again
Day after day
All my life if need be
You won’t fucking win
I’ll fight you
-The War Within My Mind-
For the others, out there fighting
Never give up hope,
I hope you never feel, suicide is the option
Please, I ask all of you
Be an inspiration and fight this horrible mental disease
Don’t succumb to this highly underestimated mental hell
Never give in to the lies
EVERY FUCKING DAY YOU LIVE!
IS A DAY YOU PROVED DEPRESSION WRONG!
Stand together, help others who are fighting it
Don’t ever disregard, someone else’s pain
Be there for one another
Encourage each other
We all have our own ways to deal with a horror like this
Sticking together, being in each others lives
Reminding one another of all the good in their life
Together stand strong
You are not alone
SO FUCKING RIP DEPRESSION TO PIECES!
If you feel alone, know you are not
This is a powerful disease
It affects many every day
It is debilitating
It will tear you apart
That is only if you let it
You are going to have days you feel like you can’t survive
You may even have months or years like this at a time
Just keep strong
Look at the good in your life
Every day you live, is a day you survived
Every day you live, is a sign
Depression isn’t who you are
It is a mental scar
It is a lowly parasite
You are much stronger than its lies
Do not let it win over you…
You are worth every breath you take
Your life is well worth living
Don’t waste it…