Entry 180: Guilty?

Drip…drip

Do you hear that sound?

IT’S DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY

MAKE IT STOP!

You see, I found a light

I turned it on

I’m not sure what happened

Knife in hand

I don’t remember a FUCKING THING!

Last I remember, I was asleep

Then I’m awake and all I see

Are..all..the…

BODIES!

Some fingers here, a face there

Something inside me loves it

Another part of me hates it

I don’t kill, I’m an innocent soul

YES YOU DO YOU FUCKING GUTTED THEM ALL!

Falling to my knees, gripping my head

I truly wish the voice would stay dead

However I know, wherever I go

I’M ALWAYS THERE! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

No, please shut up!

You aren’t me, don’t you understand?!

You are the one responsible for all these bodies

The others too!

I don’t always remember but sometimes I dream

All the horrible things you’ve done using me!

WHY DO YOU KEEP KILLING?!

That’s fucking cute, you dumb bitch

It isn’t me, it’s definitely you

You created a persona, letting it take over

So you could avoid responsibility for the sick things

You do…privately turned on when you cut up flesh

Pleasuring yourself as you kill them!

I know all your secrets because I am you

Quit blaming it on voice or demons because…

I PROMISE YOU THIS IS ALL YOU! 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

I’m sick, I’m in need of treatment you see

I’m possessed by a demon

Deep within me!

YOU SPEAK TO ME!

YOU MAKE ME CUT THEM UP!

YOU FUCKING MAKE ME DEFILE THE DEAD ONES!

Sometimes…

LATE at NIGHT!

I HEAR THEIR VOICES TOO!

Charlene, why did you murder me?!

Didn’t you care?!

I was your mother, then you took your knife

Slicing me to pieces late Christmas night!

No…NO….NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

YOU STUPID CUNT!

YOU ABUSED ME AS A CHILD!

IT’S ABOUT FUCKING TIME SOMEONE DID YOU IN!

MONICA…I HAD HER KILL YOU INSTEAD!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

You idiotic bitch, I don’t even exist

You’ve named me, blamed me

Tried to say I’ve done everything

It’s becoming fairly obvious, you are responsible

FOR EVERY FUCKING THING!

EVERY SLICE, EVERY CARVE OF THE KNIFE!

More evidence for the courtroom 

EXHIBIT A

THAT YOU ARE A TRUE PSYCHOPATH CHARLENE!

What?!

WHERE THE FUCK AM I?!

There were just bodies but now people live?

Is this a courtroom I’m in?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Exhibit B if the courtroom would please

Charlene isn’t completely insane

She wants to use me as her scape goat

But please…

She plotted and planned and has calculated

All along…

She’s a disturbed psychopath sure

However…

She shouldn’t be let off with an insanity plea

She’s very much responsible for everything!

Those dreams she claims

Are just memories she tries to repress

Trying to forget what she clearly remembers!

She kills

All too happily!

She is quite aware of what she does

Right now she is pretending to be someone else

Simply to get off easily!

STUPID BITCH!

SORRY CUNT!

WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU OUT ME?!

DAMN RIGHT!

I REMEMBER EVERY FUCKING THING!

Collecting Timmy’s eyes

Butchering his mother just for fun

Licking the blood from the knife!

OH! IT WAS FUN!

Stupid bitch had it coming!

Here little kid was a tattling twat!

Would’ve outed me to the police

For having a little fun

Murdering his sister in front of him!

I followed him home

I made my way in

I BUTCHERED ALL OF THEM!

When I was through…

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I found a chainsaw out back

Massacarred daddy

SAWING THE REST OF THE FAMILY UP TOO!

I felt the spray of their blood

I tasted it!

I LOVE EVERY SECOND OF WHAT I DID

ALSO THE HUNDREDS OF OTHER MURDERS TOO!

*Hush in courtroom*

No! WAIT! That WAS MONICA!

PLEASE! YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME!

I believe we have all the evidence we need…

GUILTY!

Insanity plea denied…

Lock her away and let her await death!

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!

I DON’T DESERVE DEATH!

IT WAS MONICA!

I AM SICK, I SWEAR!

PLEASE BELIEVE ME!

*Internal laughter*

-Guilty?-

 

 

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