Entry 131: The Clocktower: Malice

Reset

TIME FOR YOU TO DIE!

IF YOU CAN’T…

THAT’S FINE!

I’LL KILL YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN

LISTEN TO YOUR CRIES!

YOU’RE TRAPPED IN HERE WITH ME NOW!

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What’s happening?!

How can he see me?

I’m the one who is supposed to be torturing here!

I nee-

*Gurgle*

*Vomiting blood*

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CHOKE ON YOUR BLOOD YOU STUPID BITCH!

THE SCYTHE TO YOUR THROAT…WE’RE JUST BEGINNING!

OH! YOU FELL TO THE GROUND! THAT’S OKAY!

I’LL KEEP BUTCHERING YOU ANYWAY!

STAB!STAB!STAB!STAB!STAB!STAB!STAB!
HACK!HACK!HACK!HACK!HACK!HACK!HACK!

LOOK AT ALL THIS BLOOD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I DON’T THINK WE’RE DONE!

YOU WANT A REAL MIND FUCK?!

OKAY!

I’VE GOT SOMETHING SPECIAL IN MIND FOR YOU!

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Omg! He’s lost his mind?! This has never happened!

Why isn’t he suffering?

*Lights fade*

W-what is happening?

*Whimpers*

I-I’m supposed to control this domain…

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*Whispering in the shadows*

You’re right, this is a lot of fun…

Guess where I am?

I can see you so clearly

Why was I so afraid before?

You are nothing to be afraid of…

Full of mind games

Thinking torture is fun?

Well…I’ve got a new game for you

How many times can I slice you?

How many times can I make you bleed?

The reset will happen again in an hour…

Then we can continue to see how many ways I can kill you

Slowly picking you apart

IS THAT A GOOD ENOUGH MIND FUCK FOR YOU?!

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AHHH!!!!!

What can I do?

I’ve never seen this side of anyone?

Normally they just break down

Fall apart

They become my pla-

AAAA-

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Mmm….your blood tastes best fresh!

Did it hurt when I cut open your throat?

I guess you’ll shut up for once!

Ready to let me move on yet?

Oh, no answer?

Okay….

Looks like there is more fun to be had!

Reset

I’VE GOT A HAMMER LOOKING FOR YOUR HEAD!

SMASH!CRUNCH! HAHAHAHAHA! YES MORE!

SPLAT! WOW YOUR FACE LOOKS GREAT CAVED IN!

SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!
SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!
SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!
SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!
SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!
SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!
SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!SMASH!

I’LL CRUSH YOUR BONES INTO DUST!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Reset

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HAVE TO RUN! HAVE TO RUN!

*Crying*

*Machine starting up*

Oh God…no…

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FOUND YOU!

*Screaming*

Oh Ren, we are going to have so much fun you said…

YOU WERE RIGHT!

I wonder how it feels to die going face first into a meat grinder?

YOU’RE ABOUT TO FIND OUT!

Oh and we’ll do this again and again until everything resets!

*Bones crunching*

*Body mangling*

Look at you, back for more so soon…

I guess you like this…

DON’T YOU?!

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I’ve never seen such malice in someone before

I die again and again

Each time worse than the last

This guy’s completely lost his mind!

Reset

I don’t have time to catch my breath

He kills me with fists

Again and again 

Until…

Reset

He strangles me slowly

I think he smiles as he watches the life fade out of my eyes

Reset…

I can’t keep this up

On my knees…

He shoves a jackhammer in my throat and starts it up

Reset…

I couldn’t possibly let him go but…

He seems to have me at a severe disadvantage

I feel the teeth as the chainsaw eats its way through me…

Reset…

My head is in a vice…he turns it slowly…

I’m pretty sure he gets off on my screams…

Reset…

NO! WAIT!

A blowtorch to my face

Reset…

I GIVE UP!

I’m thrown in the furnace anyways

MY SKIN! FUCK! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
FUCK! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’M BEGGING YOU! PLEASE STOP!

Reset…

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You know…now that I think about it…

You have a pretty attractive body

I have needs…

What’s that?

You wouldn’t like that?

YOU DIDN’T SEEM TO CARE BEFORE!

You remember…

BACK WHEN YOU WERE RAPING MY MIND!

That’s okay…I’m plenty of things…

A rapist isn’t one of them…

LET ME GO!

NOW!

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I can’t stop crying…I’ve snapped…

Beaten at my own game I guess

O…Okay…

It’s not like you have any hope of escaping anyways

HAHAHAHAHA!

The Clocktower always wins in the end…

Reset

-The Clocktower: Malice-

Entry 130: The Clocktower: Our Secret Game

Mmm…I still sense resistance

I don’t like being played

So now Ren

We are going to have to really bring the pain

You see I just happen to know

A sick and twisted place you blocked out of your mind

A memory you forgot because you were traumatized

This should break you once and for all

So what do you say you laughing puppet

Want to hear a story?

I promise you, when we’re through…

There will be no fight left in you!

Once upon a time there was a cute little red headed boy

He adored his Mom and Dad

Though he always looked forward to summer time

You see, that was when he got to go see his Aunt & Uncle

The two were so kind

He really loved the time he spent fishing with his Uncle Tom

This boy was named Ren and he was but 7 when it happened…

…The first time…

N-NO! What?!

Shut up Ren, I’m telling a story about your past…

It would be extremely rude if I interrupted you.

Anywho, his Uncle Tom took Ren camping overnight

It was so beautiful outside

The trees, the lovely things…

It was in the tent though where the real action would happen!

S-shut up! It…I don’t like where this is going!

*Glare*

One more interruption Ren and I’ll get extremely detailed for you!

Uncle Tom came into Ren’s tent late that night

He was carrying a recording device

What are you doing Uncle? Ren asked

Oh I’m making a movie, want to help?

Ren was confused

Who makes a movie this late?

Uncle Tom smiled and said

I want to play a game, but a camera is required

It is our secret game, so you can’t tell anyone okay?

O-okay?

Good, we have to take off all our clothes

Then, we need to get real close

Think of it like Simon says…

Just listen and do what I say for you to.

Ren trusted his uncle like no other

He did as was required…

Didn’t you Ren?

*Smile*

W-w-w-WHAT?!

Yes Ren, you no doubt feel the emotions and memories

They’re coming back now, aren’t they?

*Sobbing*

N…n…NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I-NO! NO THAT CAN’T BE TRUE!

It’s…it has to be another one of your games!

You’re LYING!

Tsk…tsk Ren.

I really wish you would realize here we don’t lie

Here we deal in truths…

Notably those even you have forgotten

Perhaps I should continue to elaborate for you…

PLEASE! STOP!

Uncle Tom and Ren had grown real close

They stayed the entire week camping

Chasing bugs and fishing during the day

Playing their secret game at night

It certainly felt as though something wasn’t right to Ren

Uncle…I don’t like this game…

With a smile Ren’s uncle whispered into his ear

Do as I say or something unfortunate will happen to Mom and Dad

I made well sure you would wind up with us in the event of their unfortunate…

…Death…

Ren cried all night that night

He prayed to God, that this would just end

He begged and pleaded as it happened again and again

Praying to God to hear him

Eventually he fell obedient and just did as he said

Uncle “Bad Touch” he was instructed to call him

Went easier on Ren if he was obedient

Eventually after 2-3 years he lost it

The day his Uncle died

Ren stopped remembering

His mind making everything that happened

A blur, and for the most part he believed his Uncle a good man

Occassionally he had a nightmare

However his mind, it tricked him into thinking that was all it was

But we know better than that now…

…Don’t we Ren?

H-Ha-HaHAHAHAHAHAHA!/*Sobbing*

You know….I promised myself I’d never be a victim

T-this was before I forgot everything…

It was supposed to be better to forget

S-so mentally that is what I did

Thanks for reminding me of my suffering

My…SORROW!

THE WORST YEARS OF MY FUCKING LIFE!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

There is no true forgetting though…

Deep in my soul, I ALWAYS BORE THE SCAR!

SOME PART OF ME STILL REMEMBERED IT WASN’T A NIGHTMARE!

IT WAS A FUCKED UP REALITY!!!

YOU DUG TOO FUCKING DEEP YOU DISEMBODIED BITCH!

I ALWAYS WANTED TO FUCKING KILL MY UNCLE FOR THIS!

TOO FUCKING BAD REN! HE DIED BEFORE I COULD!

I USED TO DREAM OF KILLING HIM!

*World begins to break as though glass*

What?!

……….

I can’t kill him…so I guess….

*Smile*

YOU ARE GOING TO FUCKING HAVE TO DO!

It’s impossible! You couldn’t kill me…

I’m every bit a part of this pla-

I CAN SEE YOU NOW!!!!!!!!

WHAT?!

I’M DONE BEING THE VICTIM!

I suggest you…

…run…

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

-The Clocktower: Our Secret Game-

Entry 129: The Clocktower: Welcome To My House Of Psychological Suffering

*Static*

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hello Ren

Allow me to introduce

Myself to you

I’d like to welcome you

To your final resting place

A nightmare it is going to be

As I bring you to insanity

It all began the moment you stepped into this place

I want you to see what true madness means

How great it feels as I work my way into your mind

You continue to run

That just makes it more fun

What’s behind door #1?

Oh that’s just your everyday hanging

If you look closely at the face

You’ll realize it is your mother you see!

OH MY WHAT FUN!

THE CHAOS HAS JUST BEGUN!

YOU MY VOICE INSIDE YOUR MIND

SLOWLY TEARING YOU UP INSIDE!

I see your hurt, I feel your pain

WELCOME TO MY FUN HOUSE OF PSYCHOLOGICAL SUFFERING!!!!!

Door #2

Ooop, looks like it’s your Dad

The night he shot himself in the head!

You see once you died your family fell apart!

If that one didn’t sting

That’s okay…

Soon…

I’LL BRING YOU TO YOUR FUCKING KNEES!

I feel you beginning to break

This place has taken too much of a toll on you

I think you should know, there is no way to save Sara’s soul!

You can however open door #3 and rewatch her death

A personal favorite of mine, I wonder if her killer

GOT OFF ON HER FUCKING SCREAMS!

Aww, did that hurt?

Maybe you should stop your search

Behind every door is a new pain

A devastating memory

You see, I mix and blend the perfect concoction of pain

I bring about misery!

Oh, that’s still not enough?

Okay…I’m going to take all your worst nightmares

Then I’ll make them a reality!

Yes, I can hear your internal screams!

Keep fueling my sweet sadistic fantasy!

Another door, what’s that?

The Kid you sent straight into eternal torment!

Did it feel good, when you ended his soul?

I think some part of you liked it

Some part of you felt good inside

Admit it…

YOU WERE HAPPY TO SEE HIM DEAD!

IT MEANT YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SURVIVED!

Still, you try to run…but it is becoming harder now

Those internal screams starting to vocalize

I want to see your tears

I want to taste your suffering

I can’t wait to see you break!

It is going to happen…

I can feel you on the brink

Trying to keep it together

When suddenly I remind you of all the pain

In you the night you died

It may have happened fast

However the pain, felt eternal didn’t it?

The moment your aunt got the call

She threw herself 12 stories to her death

DID YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT?!

Such sweet ecstasy knowing that you had so many great memories

Now you come to this place and learn how it meant nothing!

Oh why are you on the ground?

Don’t give up now Ren

MY FUN IS ONLY FUCKING BEGINNING!

I think I’ll turn up the pain…

…Ever so slowly excelling that migraine!

You’re delirious now

You can barely see

All you will soon see is the madness and suffering!

ALL YOUR PAIN! ALL YOUR FEARS!

WITNESS THEM AT ONCE!

I WANT YOU TO CRY TILL YOU BLEED!

I’m relishing watching your psyche torn apart beautifully!

This is my place, I welcome you to your end

Now run ever so madly!

There you go…now maybe I’ll have you tear apart your face!

STILL I WANT MORE!

YOU’LL BE MY PSYCHOLOGICAL WHORE!

Now that I’m inside

I’m whispering inside your mind

There can be no escape

YOU ARE MY BITCH IN THIS PLACE!

Go over to that wall and bang your head on it till I say stop!

I want to watch you bleed!

That’s a good Ren

Keep it going

I pleasure myself to the sight of your psychological suffering!

Go ahead and laugh

I want to hear you madly cackling!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Can you hear me now?

Will you do anything for me?

YES!YES!YES!YES!HAHAHA!YES!

Mmm…but we have only just begun

I’m sure there is no escape for you now!

This will surely be fun!

You’re all mine…

…My lovely new plaything…

-The Clocktower: Welcome To My House Of Psychological Suffering-

Entry 128: The Clocktower: It Always Wins

I watched Ren run

I pondered if he would make it

This sick monstrosity of a Clocktower

It had a way of breaking you

I remember the night

So long ago

The sick destructive visage of what befell me then

I lost everything

My wife died, in a car crash with my kids

I was dying…a fate I somewhat welcomed

That was until someone came to me

He talked really smooth

Speaking of a Clocktower

A potential escape

He spoke of the possibility to change my families fate

So I did it, I went in

This devilish looking one in black smiling as I did

I went inside, unaware of the terrors within the place

Torment & Suffering were daily for me

Eventually though, I reached the end

My family were brought back from the dead

They were sent back, living happily

The reality they were sent back to was sweet

I had passed away but they had found happiness

The thing I hadn’t expected though…

In trade for this happy 2nd chance at life

I would sit upon a throne, suffering eternally

The only way I would get reprieve…

If a new King came and replaced me

So here I sit, having agreed to the trade

My family happy, myself suffering

Hoping this Ren will reach me

Thinking it is likely he will be like the rest

Die and writhe in eternal torture long before reaching me

I am in constant pain

This place feeds on that…and others suffering

It twists your emotions, learns what will break you

At this point it uses it against you

Every secret, ever lie, all your fears, your desires

The Clocktower smiles, it feeds on this

It is a living, breathing monstrosity

In the end…it always wins

I wish it were dead

That there were a way to end it

I’ve tried to trick it

I’ve tried to find a way to end it

Nothing but more madness and suffering

That is what I got in return

The Clocktower always wins…

If Ren were to get here…

If he were to take my place

I’d be set free

Only through death…still

It would be a reprieve

The Clocktower would still win…

It would have a new King

A new fuel source to inflict suffering

There is only madness

There is never any end

The Clocktower always wins…

-The Clocktower: It Always Wins-

Entry 127: The Clocktower: Fragmented

What have I done/Survived/You’re a MONSTER!

This place tricked me/You did what you had to do/You’re SICK!

What is HAPPENING TO ME?!/You are stronger than before/ You’re PATHETIC!

Got to keep moving/NEVER STOP MOVING!/YOU SHOULD ROT HERE!

There has to be a way to free everyone?!/Who cares about them?/KILL YOURSELF!

SHUT UP!/HEHAHAHAHAHAHA!/I HOPE I DIE SOON!

FUCK!/FEED ME!/NO HOPE FOR A CHILD KILLER!

I swung my scythe against the wall/IT FELT GOOD!/I DESERVE NO HOPE!

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT!!!!!!! WHY?!!!!!!

Millions screamed in agony!/IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL CACOPHONY OF SCREAMS!/ Die…

You hurt only the souls within these walls!

There is no hope for you now!

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!/I’LL TEAR YOU APART HAHAHAHAAHA!/Kill me quickly…

AAAHHH!!!!!/I WANT TO TASTE YOUR BLOOD!/It is all going to end painfully…

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! What’s wrong soul?

Feeling a tad split?

Conflicted…maybe a little insane?

Oh but this is just the beginning of your suffering!

Answer me this!/MMMmmmm…I’LL RIP IT FROM YOU SLOWLY!/I’m going to die…

Can I save everyone?/I JUST WANT TO KILL EVERYONE!/It’s no use, I’m joining them…

You can try…although I doubt you’ll survive…

The Clocktower rang its bell/THE RESET IS HAPPENING AGAIN!/Endless suffering…

I knew outside another soul/ HAS DIED HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!/No chance…

I now stood in a room/BLOOD EVERYWHERE!/This is how it ends?

I’m overcome with grief/IT HURTS SO WONDERFULLY!/I hate myself…

I see Sara tied to a bed/ SO NAKED AND VULNERABLE!/I can’t watch this…

She is being whipped/SUCH LOVELY BLOOD AND SCREAMS!/………..

STOP IT!/LISTEN TO HER AGONY!/…*Crying internally*…

THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT REN! DO YOU EVEN CARE?!

OF COURSE I DO!/LOVE TO WATCH YOU SUFFER!/I just want to die…PLEASE!!!!

Reset/OH YAY! SUFFERING!/When will it end?

It’s a chainsaw this time/BLOOD ALL OVER US!/I deserve the suffering…

Reset

I try to use my scythe/IT DOESN’T STOP THE MAN OR HIS KNIFE!/Carved her up…

Reset

FUCKING STOP WILL YOU?!/THE HAMMER IS A NICE TOUCH!/I give up…*SLICE!*

Reset

WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS?!/YES BEAT THE BITCH WITH YOUR FISTS!

Reset

NOOOOO!!!!!/YESSSS!!!! NOW HAVE HER MAKE YOU A SANDWICH!

Reset

I SWEAR TO YOU I’LL FIND A WAY TO TEAR YOU TO PIECES!!!!!/SHE HUNG HERSELF!!!

Reset

I feel something in me snap…all at once the other voices inside cease…

He has her hanging from a cross…I hear her screams!

I rush forth in a blind rage…

Reset

She is being drug down a blood soaked hall screaming!

I FEEL MY BLOOD BOILING!

Follow her…prove your resolve!

I look forward to watching all the ways she’ll scream in pain

I look forward to…WATCHING YOU BREAK!

There is no escape from my walls!

Just ask The Clocktower King…

HE KNOWS TRUE SUFFERING!!!!!

I rush down those blood soaked halls…

I have to hold out hope…for Sara…for the kid…

For my own sanity…

-The Clocktower: Fragmented-

Entry 126: The Clocktower: Gun To Brain: End Game

Seeing Sara’s body used like this

It made me sick!

Staring ahead at the kid…he seemed soulless…

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Get ready you two! 

The stakes are going to be higher than ever!

In one chair, a Reaper hoping to redeem the soul

Of his unrequited love

In the other…

A kid after VENGEANCE!!!!!!!!!!

2 enter this game

In the end

ONLY ONE WILL REMAIN!!!!!!!!!!

To win this game…simply survive

The rest will reveal itself in time

ARE YOU READY TO GET PSYCHOLOGICALLY FUCKED TO DEATH?!!!!

Hehehehe….I hope so!

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The one I didn’t pick…

If only one of us can leave here alive…

Then I suppose he must die

It sounds cold, I know

Truth be told though

There is an endgame to this for me too

If I play this right…

I can save all of you

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The Clocktower began to shift

Everything was a haze

Then suddenly just like that

Two souls appeared…

They were scarred and afraid

They’d clearly been tortured

I heard that all too happy voice speak

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First person to press your button 

Wins round 1!

Side note though…

Doing so, kills these two!

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I’m not a fan of killing the innocent

However if I want to live I can’t hesitate

I must act faster than that Reaper

If I’m right about all this, then I know my path

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The Kid didn’t even hesitate!

His gaze was cold, he pressed that button

Looking me in the eye the whole time!

I felt a surge of pain

It felt as though my soul were being twisted

The button activated a device

Which stretched the two apart in front of us

The pain in their screams was nothing

Compared to the hot blood that sprayed all over us!

It was after this I felt my soul being twisted

A pain like no other…

Soon after came the sound of one being loaded into a chamber

It was coming from behind my head…

Click…

I thankfully wasn’t dead

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Well…wasn’t that fun?!

Consider The Kid, winner of Round 1

If you haven’t figured it out…

There is a gun to the back of your head!

1 in the chamber 

Randomly spun…

You could already be dead Ren!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Ren, so that is your name then?

Do you care enough about her soul…

…To kill a kid?…

I’m banking on the fact she wouldn’t like that

If that is the case…this should be an easy win

At least…in terms of this competition

There was nothing easy about killing those two

Innocent souls stuck in the madness of this place

If I’m right about that evaluation I took…

A screen comes down and there is a naked woman

She is crawling on all fours and afraid…

I feel sick as I already know where this is going…

3 demonic monstrosities surround her

I have to keep up this facade…

They can’t know how much this hurts…

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Round 2 is simple…

First to look away loses!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! 

This just gets even more fun!

I hope whoever loses doesn’t lose their brains…

…Just yet…

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I can’t believe this is happening?!

I can’t look away…but…this poor woman

I start to have PTSD, I see memories of Sara

I’m seeing her memories!

I see what happened to her family

All the while I watch this poor woman get beaten

Then raped…

These monsters, not even human, laugh

As they torture her so slowly

Then it happens…

They bring in a screaming kid…

I’m sorry Sara…

I look away…

I hear the screams of the woman

Then of the kid

It is all over…

Click…..

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WOW REN! You must want to die?

What do you say you actually participate?

The Kid looks cold…but I wonder if that will continue?

Round 3 is quite simply…

Psychological suffering of a different variety

We are about to find out just how cold you are Kid…

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I’m overcome with a gnawing in my brain…

My family, they flash before me!

All the happy memories of our past

It is all shown…before suddenly…

I’m watching them slowly being killed…

I watch them flayed

See them raped

One time they are even slowly cooked

Then suddenly when I’m on edge everything ends…

Looking up, I see babies…on a conveyor belt…

They are headed for a grinder that has now opened…

Between us…

I’m overcome with guilt already…I’m barely keeping this up…

…Just got to hang on…

Longer than Ren…

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I’m overcome with every emotion I’ve ever felt

Sorrow being the most pronounced

This horror show has to end…

I have to save Sara though…

If I don’t act…

I won’t get another chance…

SARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FORGIVE ME! I MUST FIND A WAY TO GET YOU BACK!

It is then I notice the conveyor and the grinder…

The crying babies…

NO WAY!

I’m on edge…lost in my pain…

I have to find some way…to make this right…

I have to hold on…but to do so…I’m going to have to let go…

…of myself…

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Now that you are both at your emotional suffering peak…the real fun can begin!

This round is going to come with a special twist…and a secret…

The twist is the agony you are about to suffer through

We’ve been testing your emotions…intentionally putting you on edge…

Now that emotion is going to be translated into constant physical pain!

On top of this, we are going to let these babies fall into the grinder

Every baby down not only is a real nice look at what a piece of shit you are

But also will amplify your psychological and physical suffering by 10x!

As for the secret…well whoever loses is going to find that one out real quick!

All you have to do is not press the button.

First to press the button loses…

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I’m in shock when suddenly the wave of pain hits me!

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One Baby, two Baby…constantly they fall

The pain amplifies and I’m on edge!

Ren sure picked an interesting time to decide he wants to win this game…

Another Baby and as I scream, I begin to think…

What if my parents were here…what if one of those babies had been me?

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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUGHAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I begin to cough up blood…

I have to believe there is a way to escape this place…and fix all this!

Eight babies…nine babies…Ten…AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I can’t take it anymore…I deserve this hell…

I’m about to press the button when all pain ends…

Everything falls silent…

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It appears The Kid…has pressed his button first?!

I must admit…I didn’t expect this!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Time for the secret!

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I stare at the kid…barely conscious…

Tears on his face

Poor kid, he must’ve been suffering the entire time

A bullet is loaded into the gun behind him…

One click…

Two CLICK…

THREE CLICK!

BOOM!

*Splatter*

I observe the hole in his skull…

He is dead…

His soul is dragged screaming!

I can hear his pain…echoing from the walls within

I’m released from the chair

I fall to my knees

WHY?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What have I done?

Everything has faded…it is obvious everything with the game…

It all was a play on our minds…

The only thing real…

The emotion…the pain…

The Gun that fired the shot to the Kid’s brain…

The fact that I did the unthinkable to win…

I heard the dark, haunting laughter surround me

As well as the cries of pain!

The Clocktower had only just begun…

…Its true psychological torment and pain…

-The Clocktower: Gun To Brain: End Game-

 

Entry 125: The Clocktower: Setup To Suffering

I awoke, surprised I wasn’t dead

Only to see a nightmarish reality

That made me wish I was instead…

The Aguryu was nowhere to be found

I was scarred, but felt I might live

Yet there she lay…

…Dead…

SARA!

Please, say this isn’t true!

You can’t be dead…

CAN YOU?!

I remember my heart breaking

The tears running down my face

What happened next…

No one could’ve expected

A smile grew on Sara’s slit face

I dropped her body, backed away

I knew this was not Sara…

…It couldn’t be…

The body stood

A deranged look on its face

The next words it spoke

Brought me to my knees

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hello Ren, do I look good?

It was truly fun, watching my suffering…

Too bad for you, it was too late to save me

I feel great/AHHH! THE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!

Oops…don’t mind her…she’s as good as dead

Just another cog in the Clocktower’s suffering machine

…………….

I’m sorry Sara…I failed you in your time of need…

I promise you this…

…I WILL END YOUR SUFFERING!

Aww, that’s cute Ren…listen

From the walls I heard the most tortured screams

I had no doubt, it was Sara who was suffering!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
NO! STOP! PLEASE!
THE PAIN!
*CRYING*
WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!WHYYYYYYY?!
PLEASE JUST END IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!
MAKEITSTOP!MAKEITSTOP!!MAKEITSTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I stood up, looked this husk of hers in the eyes

It just smiled, dementedly

I drew my scythe, ready to fight…

Nope…slow your roll there Ren…

That isn’t how we are going to do this

If you had a chance to get her back

What would you give to do that?

I was caught off guard by this question

I considered things but as I did…

The twisted place, echoed her screams of suffering

I knew the question was a trap

Like a loaded gun, it forced me to react

It was as though the place knew me better than I knew myself

Every interaction, every word

Meticulously crafted for its end game…

This was the madness The Clocktower brings

It reads your soul, knows everthing

Then turns it against you for its own twisted games!

ANYTHING! I’D GIVE ANYTHING YOU FUCKED UP BASTARD!

Then again…

You already know that…

The smile grew to an unnatural degree

Alright then…

It’s time we play a game

I like to call this one

Gun To Brain…END GAME!

Prepare yourself for something you won’t soon forget…

That is…unless it’s your brains splattered in the end…

A black throne appeared

Arms dragged me into its seat

Black chains soon secured me to my seat

The most twisted game I’d ever play…

…Was beginning…

______________________

(The Kid)

Pointing my finger I made my choice…

Sara…any reason?

I don’t know the other soul…

Up to this point…she is the only one I know might try and stop me…

Noted.

A black chip fell…I felt my soul being ground to bits…

What had I done for vengeance?

I watched as Sara fought

I heard every word of her suffering

When her suicide came…I felt everything…

The Clocktower reset and Grace was gone

I was now in a room with this unknown man

His hair red…the one I hadn’t picked

A red chair was something in which I now sat

Red chains strapping me in

I was face to face with the man I hadn’t picked

-The Clocktower: Setup To Suffering-

 

 

Entry 124: The Clocktower: A Good Girl…

*Whispering*

Do it…cut, slice and dice

Kill yourself, it’ll be nice

You want to see your blood spill

There is nothing to live for

No hope…

Knife to my throat…I’m unsure what to think

The madness is beckoning me

Do I listen to this whispering

Echoing from the walls

That dark voice in the deepest recesses of my soul?

Do it…cut, slice and dice

Kill yourself, it’ll be nice

You want to see your blood spill

There is nothing left to live for

No hope…

Yes, that sound nice/NO! DON’T LISTEN TO THEIR LIES!

I should end it all/YOU HAVE EVERY REASON TO LIVE!

No more pain/YOU KNOW THAT IS A LIE!

No more suffering/IF YOU DIE HERE IT WILL ONLY BE SUFFERING!

The knife is to your throat, just end it all now

We’ve shown you how, in ever possible way

All you have to do is end it all today

It’ll be fun, do it with a smile on your face!

Yes…smile…/NO! THERE IS HOPE!

I think dying would be nice/ARE YOU CRAZY?! IT’D BE A WASTE OF LIFE!

Just smile and die/FOLLOWED BY ENDLESS SUFFERING AND CRYING!

Go ahead, use the knife/WHAT ABOUT THAT KIDS LIFE?!

A good girl smiles as she dies

A good girl wants to commit suicicde

A good girl uses that knife…

A good girl creates a bloody surprise…

Yes…a good girl smiles HA..HAHA…HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

A good girl wants to commit the bloodiest suicide!

The mirror had it right…I should just die…

WHAT ARE YOU SAYING! STOP!

YOU HAVE TOO MUCH LEFT TO DO!

NO REASON TO END IT LIKE THIS!

DON’T TRUST THOSE LIES

NEVER TRUST THE WHISPERS OF SUICIDE!

A good girl silences any screams of doubt…

A good girl does the brave things and kills herself…

Death is freedom from all this pain

In death, there will be no more suffering…

Don’t you want your family back?

Wouldn’t you like to be happy again?

You can, just use that knife

End yourself…take your life

Yes, that would be nice/NO THAT’S A LIE!

I could be happy again/NO, YOU’D ONLY BE SUFFERING!

HAHA! I could see my family again/LISTEN TO YOURSELF?! ARE YOU CRAZY?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I THINK I’LL DO IT!

FIRST I’LL CARVE A SCAR ON MY CHEEK…SO VERY FUCKING SLOWLY!

Then I’ll watch my blood leak…h..Hah…HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Yes, a good girl loves to watch it flow

Slowly, as she makes another cut

LOOK AT THE BLOOD FLOW!

I think, I’ll make this suicide nice and slow…

Yes, you are beautiful

Keep cutting, make everyone proud

A good girl turns her suicide into a blood soaked art show…

I cut slowly, I want to relish my freedom from pain/NO PLEASE STOP!

Mmmm…look at my life…watch it flow out slowly/
NO SARA! YOU HAVE TOO MUCH TO LIVE FOR!

It’s my own twisted turn on!/THINK OF THE KID AND REN!

Yes, this is nice, another cut will be fun/SARA! STOP THIS! IT’S NOT YOU!

Why not carve a smile on my face?/WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Make it real slow, you want to feel the knife…
STOP! JUST STOP IT NOW! PLEASE!

Yes, be a good girl now/WHY CAN’T I STOP THIS MADNESS SOMEHOW?!

See, don’t you look so pretty?/*Internal crying* WHAT HAVE I DONE?!

Now what do you say we end this thing?/NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

SLICE!SLICE!SLICE!SLICE!
STAB!STAB!STAB!STAB!

What…a…good…girl…I am now…

*Hanging on the edge of death and bleeding out*

*Collapsing now*

-The Clocktower: A Good Girl…-

 

 

Entry 123: The Clocktower: Death’s Edge

*Labored breathing*

*Blood hits snow covered streets*

You ever hit a point you really knew this could be it?

I felt the frost in the air, my blood dripped

This thing, I knew I couldn’t look at it..

I remember what that nutter said

Looking at it would just make things worse

I could sense the evil shit!

I needed to find an exit…

The only one I could think to take though

…Well let’s just say that would be complete madness…

The Aguryu, or the Clocktower I pondered

As I pulled out my scythe, closed my eyes

Preparing for the worst, I knew…

I had to get this nightmare away from the streets…

To do so, meant suffering a nightmare in itself

I had to get inside the Clocktower

It was the only way…though the doors were closed

Because I was too late…

Classic me, never on time

Maybe I can get that promotion if I survive?

I dance and dodge, a flurry of swipes

The shadows enshrouding me

Quickly becoming a serious threat

It was as though this thing were the shadows

How do you fight that?

FUCK?! That hurt…

I can’t keep this up for long

Must think…

Where is it?

I sense around, but everywhere a knick

A graze, ah shit! That was deep…

It’s not looking so great…

I swing my scythe, carefully placing each strike…

Sadly…it…seems…

*Vomits blood*

I…don’t think it’s doing anything

Yeah…pretty sure I’m losing this one…

In a flash, I dodge and feel myself hit this wicked beast!

It let’s out a groan so great, it shakes the earth beneath me!

I felt the cold chill in my soul…

I’ve never felt fear like this before.

Tell me how do you defeat something

That Death itself fears?

It’s no use, I must lead it away..

…It’s sure suicide…

Heh, story of my life…

I still remember my own initial death…

The doctors telling me Cancer was how it would all end…

*Vomiting blood again*

I laughed and smiled…I’ve never taken anything seriously…

Almost there now…

FOLLOW ME YOU FUCKING OVERGROWN PUPPY!

Must keep Black Winter safe…

So many bodies!

Wait…she would tell me to keep positive…

Shit…I hope you are okay my friend…

Where was I?

Ah yes, the irony of my initial death

I told my parents…I’m not dead yet…

I had the biggest smile you know…

I died that night…

I chuckle at it now

It was painful then

…Shit…I’m not sure I’m going to make it…

…I must…you see, I need to see you smiling again…

Typical Ren, you would say…never taking anything seriously…

I’m pretty sure I’ll die a more permanent death soon…

Nothing good can come of this…

Sara, whatever is going on…I hope you hang in there…

I rush forth faster than ever now…

It’s…right on my heels…

I want to collapse…

I throw myself forward and spin

My back takes most of the force of the Clocktower doors

It digs its claws into my chest

Still…it…worked…

My blood flies, I’m sure this is it…

It’s all going to end…I think…

I didn’t want to say anything…

Not to you Sara…

If I did, I’d die for sure…

I just wanted to live you know?

Is that too much to ask for?

I just want to see your smile again…

I feel the dark void after the doors burst in

I surrender myself to the nothingness…

Your smile, the last thing I see…

…before…

*Collapsing*

-The Clocktower: Death’s Edge-

 

Authors Note: Hiya, thanks for reading! Truly, you all mean the world to me! This is just a moment for me to say thank you to each and everyone one of you and I hope you’ve enjoyed the journey thus far. This blog is twisted I know, but I thank you all for continuing to read it. I also wanted to say, tomorrow we are moving, so I’ll be without internet for a few days more than likely. The Clocktower will resume when I return. Thank you all for everything! 🙂

 

Entry 122: The Clocktower: Evaluation

I had entered what was supposed to be a terrible place

Yet when I came out on the other side

There stood a woman, all in black

Eyes a deep crimson

She wore a uniform that brought class

I realized soon that she stood behind a table

All black with red velvet

A smile on her face she said:

Welcome soul…to the evaluation

Please take a seat, we will begin shortly…

I saw no other choice so that’s what I did

Sitting there pondering just what was next

A kid, wondering what was this?

The woman smiled once again

I felt she was hiding something

My name is Grace, prepare for question 1

Did you commit suicide?

Yes, what does that have to do with anything?

Why?

I wanted someone to die…

Who?

A man who is called The Heart Collector

He needs to die for his crimes…

What would you do to see this through?

ANYTHING!

There was silence when suddenly the table flipped

Locking back into place there was a cat

Grey fur, it looked so sweet

I wanted to pet it but then appeared a knife

Grace smiled

Kill it.

I was thrown off by this and so I said

Why?

She remained silent and I grew tense

This went on far longer than I liked

Soul, keep in mind, this is an evaluation

NO! Why would I kill an innocent life?

Something wasn’t right

Then things began to light up

I saw a monitor

On it was my Aunt

A gun to her head she pulled the trigger

There she dropped…dead…

WHAT?! I DON’T UNDERSTAND?! WHY?!

Would you say you are sad?

WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT?!

YES!

You led her to this…remember?

…..

Interesting, you are sad but you were willing to commit suicide

Potentially your wrecked her life?

You make no sense, she never even watched me!

She only cared about her alcohol!

I was a burden!

The kid the dead sister pawned off…

Noted…

The cat jumped off the table and left us be

Suddenly a coin appeared, all black, a skull on it

You will earn a total of 3 of this coin or another

At the end whichever you hold 3 of first…

That will decide future fates

Perform your evaluation carefully

Question 2: Do you believe your parents would approve of your death?

I sat silent for a moment…but I knew the truth

No. They would still wish me to live…but, life is nothing without them

I need to kill this man!

You couldn’t kill a cat a second ago, what makes you think you could kill him?

That’s different.

How so?

The cat was an innocent life.  It simply isn’t the same.

One man kills for justice, another for fun…both are still killers are they not?

I was at a loss, she was right, but I’d accepted this when I committed suicide…

…right?…

Perhaps, reasoning plays a part? Perhaps if done for the right reasons…

…A killer could be absolved of said sin?

Noted.

A white coin appeared, on it was an angel

I pondered maybe life and death, but I knew assumptions were dangerous

Question 3: If Heaven & Hell exist, which are you going to?

I would imagine Hell, but, who can really say?

I’ve accepted the worst if it means I gain vengeance for my family.

Noted.

Another white coin appeared…that was 2 white to 1 black…

I still had no clue what that meant

Question 4: You kill the man you seek…do you feel fulfilled?

Yes, I believe I can accept whatever comes next.

You’re sure?

As sure as I can be while not knowing what’s next…

Noted.

This time no coin appeared

I was confused if this meant anything at all

Still, I listened to what Grace had to say next…

Question 5: Vengeance or a 2nd chance at happiness?

I thought for a moment, wondering what she meant.

The first part was obvious but the second, I was unsure.

If by happiness you mean life…then vengeance

I have no life to go back to and I’ve accepted my fate

A black coin appeared

Final Question: You are God…who dies?

Two monitors appear, one is a man surrounded in darkness

Red hair, he looks scared

The other is the Reaper who collected me

Down on her knees, she looks on edge

A knife to her throat, clearly suffering

I’m not God, so I couldn’t make such a choice

You must.

Failure to choose…well, it results in failure to complete 

…The Vengeance you seek…

There was a sudden intense pain running inside my brain!

Oh yes, 5 minutes to choose, once the reset happens…

The decision is considered made for you…

I looked at each, both on edge

It seemed for different reasons

I was not prepared to take an innocent life

Or at least I hadn’t thought I was

When Grace spoke of the vengeance I seek

Something burned within me

It was a fire I couldn’t end

I felt this driving me to insanity

Unsure of what to do, I went ahead and made my decision…

-The Clocktower: Evaluation-